you know to that point I always said there's no God I literally hated God I always told
myself he's not real so I remember that I I was afraid to leave so I did this prayer
in the corner of the room before I left and I said God I don't know who you are
I don't know if you exist but if you do I need you to help me I am going to leave this house
and I don't ever want to come back to this abuse so I need you to help me all I remember is I knew
that my parents were catholic and I remember just seeing a cross in my house they would have a big
cross with Jesus and I knew that he was the son of God but I didn't know what Jesus had done for me
and based on that I didn't know I could have a relationship with him I didn't know that
he loved me or what was the price of the Cross what he did in that moment for me
especially since I grew up you know an abusive household both of my parents were alcoholic my
mom was a diabetic so due to that when I was born I only had a three percent chance of living I was
born with a hernia and one kidney unfortunately my mother passed away when I was four years old due
to her lifestyle when my mother passed away there was a downstairs neighbor that my dad would leave
me when she was hospitalized at times so she moved with us when my mom passed away I didn't know what
was happening at the moment but I do remember that my dad sat me down and was like you know she's
going to be living with us and she had a son with her from her previous relationship so he moved
with us as well and he asked me that day she's moving in with us did you want to call her mom or
do you want to call her by her name and I remember that I said I want to call her mom you know when
she moved in with us things changed in my life I was four years old when my mom died so immediately
she started asking me to help her clean the house I thought that I was helping her but I didn't
know that it was abuse I say abuse because when I wouldn't claim the house correctly or I wouldn't
um wake up on time she would start hitting me she would start beating me and this led to a long
abuse but I especially remember when I started school it was very hard for me because I was five
years old so I had to be woken up at three four in the morning when my dad would leave to work
because he had two jobs so I had to be ready for school around seven and she told me I could not go
to school unless the house was clean so I started that life at five years old and I remember that if
I didn't finish cleaning I would get a beating and I would have to stay home cleaning all day so I
remember that I told myself you have to clean the house so you can go to school because school was
kind of like my freedom when I did get a chance to go to school I wasn't able to do my homework you
know she would tell me you cannot bring homework into the house and if I did she would throw my
homework away so I wasn't able to really study at home or really focus in school because of
the beatings and everything and she never treated her son that way it was always me so I never knew
why I was the target of that abuse that abuse kept happening in my life and you know as I got
older the buildings changed because I was able to protect myself so the buildings will come from she
started putting my hands in the stove which now that's why my hands are very hard I remember that
um she hit me with wires she would throw my face in the wall you know and I didn't understand but I
knew that I wasn't brave enough to speak because I was scared so I was always threatened by her
and um my dad never noticed because my dad had two jobs so she would work morning and she will make
sure that I was in bed by the time my dad got home so my dad couldn't see the bruises or I couldn't
talk to him or he wouldn't see because sometimes my face was really swollen from the crying that
I had um so that could happen in for school the counselors didn't even notice that I was being
because she will make me wear long sleeves and cover myself up and she would threaten me if
you say anything you're gonna come home and get a bean again so I didn't want that so I wouldn't
speak my dad would be home in the weekends but I remember that she would warn me on Friday and say
you cannot speak if you do on Monday you're gonna get a beating so that was my life until about the
age of 15 I felt like I would have some sort of freedom but I didn't I say 15 because this is when
I was told that I can get a job so I tried to get a job at a retail store and I did start
working there but um her controlling ways just kept following me around so if I had to bring
my schedule at home from work and she would call my job to make sure I was at work and what time I
will get out so I never really had freedom my school grades were awful I was never able to
get good grades they were always like below below average and the teachers never said anything I was
surprised that no one ever reached out and really said anything so I really had no way of escape and
I didn't know why my life was like that I I always questioned like why do why am I living like this
like it's not life and I obviously I would see the difference with her son so out of that marriage
my dad also had um two separate kids with her so none of them got treated that way it was always me
so I kept going I kept working trying to do my best trying to get her approval
um the abuse still happened I I remember that I graduated high school and I thought that finally I
was going to be able to be free um the abuse was last when I was getting older but it was still
my mind was already conditioned to to her being the way she was with me and I remember that in
school people would see because I I was always the girl that couldn't dress in style or you know was
always quiet because I I wouldn't speak so people knew that I was going through something but they
wouldn't say anything when I graduated I remember that I was I tried to date it was my first
boyfriend so he knew that I was going through the abuse but he wouldn't say anything so he would
the way we would date is that you know if I would go to work he would meet me halfway and we would
just see each other really quick we had our on and off relationship for four years and out of those
four years I had my daughter I had a daughter and due to me having my daughter um I think God
used her and led away from my Escape because when my daughter was two years old I did have a cousin
that would help me watch her while I worked and this cousin started noticing that my stepmother
would try and take control of my daughter at the age of two like she would tell her oh I will I'm
gonna watch the her child you just clean the house so the cousin was like Hey you know I noticed that
um your stepmother doesn't really want me to watch your daughter and you're paying me to watch your
daughter and I don't think that's right and then she would tell me you know she feeds your daughter
voices to feed your daughter and I don't like that there's something going on but don't say it's me
so then I started noticing the the pattern that it was coming again the abuse and I was
like this cannot be happening in my head at that time my stepbrother her son was like you
need to pay more rent you need to start paying more rent because you have a daughter so you're
using twice the water twice the food Etc and I was like I can't because if I get two jobs
I won't have time with my daughter it's not fair so that's when I thought I had to make a decision
and since I was working at a a retail store I had a co-worker that was going through a divorce
and you know I would tell her some of my things and she offered me to move in with
her because she needed someone to help her so I took that opportunity and I said okay this is my
only way I'm gonna risk it because I didn't want my daughter to go through that and of
course I couldn't speak you know I couldn't say anything for myself I didn't have the courage
but I did have the courage for my daughter so I remember that um I had already planned
to move out with my co-worker I started packing my stuff little by little I didn't tell anyone
and literally I remember that the day when I was going to move because my co-worker
was going to come help me move the stuff it was a weekend and I had never talked to God
because I blamed God for my mom's death you know to that point I always said there's no God I
literally hated God I always told myself he's not real so I remember that I I was afraid to leave so
I did this prayer in the corner of the room before I left and I said God I don't know who you are
I don't know if you exist but if you do I need you to help me I am going to leave this house
and I don't ever want to come back to this abuse so I need you to help me and that's the only
prayer I did and I remember that I got my stuff my co-worker took it and left I remember that my dad
asked me why I was leaving but my stepmother told him that I was leaving because I wanted to be with
the father of my daughter which it wasn't the case so my dad just let it be he thought that I
had left in Rebellion which I did not so I move in with this co-worker everything seems fine from the
beginning you know she's helping me out we work in the same place everything is good and later I
started noticing little patterns um she's becoming a little bit controlling kind of the same thing as
my stepmother and during that time she wasn't she was going through a divorce so I learned that she
was um attracted to me you know in a different way so at that moment of course I didn't know anything
so that's when I started experimenting in that side you know so I started a relationship with
her at that moment and I think it lasted for a while until I started seeing someone else a male
this time and I really built a relationship with him and she knew it I didn't thought she mind you
know but it did bother her so when I started that relationship with that guy she decided
to bring her brother into the house to live with us and pretty much her brother was like
a bodyguard to make sure when I left when I come back if I was there when I said I would be there
so I started being afraid I felt like again this controlling pattern and one thing that she always
told me she's like don't go in my room we will sleep in separate rooms and she would tell me
that but one day I was cleaning the the room the house and she left her room unlocked and when
I walked in I saw a black magic book I've never heard of black magic I didn't know what it was and
I remember that I opened the book and I was like um what is this I just kept reading and I saw that
she had a prayer in there and I was like okay this is weird so when she came home that day I
told her I said why why is this book here and then she said oh my grandmother taught me that you know
she didn't confess to me at that moment but it was through a friend of ours that told me that
she was doing black magic on me so then okay I I had to make a choice at that moment I had
a friend that I would talk to so I will tell her what I was going through and she's like hey move
with me like my parents are renting a room move with me so I said okay but I said you need to
help me because I need to sneak out of here they won't let me leave so I remember that I told her
we're gonna wait for the guy to go to sleep and then when he goes to sleep you're gonna throw the
stuff out you're gonna help me so it happened that way she came I threw myself out of the balcony I
grabbed my daughter and I left and then whatever I left I left it there and I never looked back
so I'm moving this was in this new roommate I know her since high school so I thought everything was
going to be good I couldn't do laundry in the house so I had to go out to a laundromat and do
laundry so in one of the times that I went to do laundry this I didn't know she was a medium how
do you know about that but this medium approached me and she was like oh I'm doing a free readings
can I read your hand and I was like sure go ahead and read my hand and um I remember that
encounter because I cried because no one had ever told me that they knew about my suffering
so she described my life about the suffering I lived when I was young so that really moved
me and I thought oh man like someone finally someone knows you know and she said I can help
you like I can help you but um you have to pay me so if you want to come tonight to my studio
I'll give you your the address and you can come and I was like yes like I'll go so she told me
to bring money she told me that Mama had to bring and I was so excited you know because
I wanted to be free I wanted to know what my life was the way it was I didn't understand
um so I remember that I went that same night I couldn't wait I went that same night and
um she said that she was gonna do a reading for me and with the cards so I remember I
walked in the studio um she started doing her readings everything was normal she was she kept
confirming to me the abuse and she also um told me that she can have me speak to my
mother my mother was dead but I I knew that I didn't want to do that you know I didn't want
to bother my mom because she was dead so she offered me that I said no leave my mother alone
um so there was a moment when she was reading the car and she was pulling the cards everything was
fine I remember that one she pulled one card and when she pulled this card she just went
and then I was like in my in me I thought oh my gosh she saw the card of death you know
like this is it and she just stayed shocked and she was like can I ask you a question
and I said yeah she's like do you know who God is and I was like I've heard of him you know
and she's like do you know who the god of the Bible is I said no like no you know I I don't
and then she was like well when I was pulling the cards out an angel appeared to me and told
me that I couldn't continue being the cards to you because you know God wants to speak to you
and I was like how do you know God if you're a witch you know like it didn't make sense to me
and I remember that when I was sitting like there was a purple current behind me and she got up and
she's like come here so I turned around because I was kind of scared and she opened the curtains
and when she opened the curtains there was about six people sitting on the floor eating food from
a plate and she said I know who the god of the Bible is and I know what I'm doing but I have to
do it because in my country this is what we do and I need to feed them so I was like oh wow so
then she closed the curtain and she went back to sit and I just like was in shock and she's like
so God is asking me to ask you if he can talk to you and in my head I was like why is he asking me
and she was like God is asking you because he's a gentleman so he has to ask you permission and
then I sat there and I thought about it and I was confused and I was like fine what does he
have to say so the first thing she told me okay he wants you to know that he loves you
and when she said that I started crying because I was like that's not true if he loved me
why is my life like this but I guess God knew what I was thinking so she said God said that he
wants to help you but he can help you because you don't allow him in your life you don't let him in
and it's true because I hated him so I never thought about him and I didn't know how this
relationship didn't work I didn't know she said God says that he's that you have two choices
right now either you accept them and you um look for him or I continue reading the cards but I can
continue to help you if you don't make a choice you have to make a choice either God or this
so I didn't know and of course I still had that negative thought about him in my mind so I
remember I said no I don't want God like continue so from there she was able to close whatever she
was seeing she's like okay I can continue now because obviously I denied him you know so she
kept reading the cards and you know she kept just um after she finished reading the card she just
like okay this is what I can do to help you so she gave me some potions some Pebbles some body
washes to do and she gave me like a schedule to watch myself and like the instances and she said
that this will cleanse my life and it would help me so I took it I believed it and she told me that
when I ran out I can always call her to get more to renew myself so I took them with me and I did
did do what she told me to do you know I didn't know any better I thought that it was gonna work
also before I left she told me oh and the roommate you're living with you have to be careful because
she is not good so you need to move out of there I didn't know what was gonna happen but a week later
a week or so I think almost two I couldn't find my credit card in my wallet I was like where's
my credit card and I checked my bank balance no money gone I was like okay I remember that
I called to make a fraud report I came back to the house I told my roommate what had happened
she never said anything she acted like if nothing ever happened she knew about it later I had to
call the police to get my money back so I had to make a report and once I did that she admitted
that she has stolen my money so here we go again I had to find somewhere else to go because obviously
I could not live there anymore so I contacted another high school friend and she told me that
I can move with her it's so here I go I grab my daughter and I move again I had no money
um so I had to take money out of my 41k at that moment you know my car was breaking down
um so I had to use that money to get a new car I moved with my new roommate and
to find out she's also doing witchcraft so it's like this thank you's following me and
um thank God that when I was there living with her a friend from a high school she became Christian
uh during high school so everyone knew that she was Christian and she called me and she
was like Hey you know I haven't spoken to you like I want to invite you to my church like we
have a church event I want you to come and she had invited me before but I always denied it I
was like I don't want to know about God like you know this is he's not real like so remember that
um she invited me and I said I'll think about it you know but part of me didn't feel right because
I was doing the Witchcraft not just what I did but with this new roommate I was learning new things
you know so I something in me it was like I cannot go to God if I have this stuff so I remember that
um I thought about it and I said okay I'm gonna go to church but before I go to church I'm going to
get rid of this stuff so the only thing that came to my head was like I'm gonna go to the
nearest church and throw this away because I don't want it I want God so I remember that
I grabbed everything and where I lived there was like a Catholic church so I remember that I walked
in the church and it was empty and I just ran to the Altar and I threw everything into the altar
and I said God like I want you I don't know what to do but I need you and I just left it there
and I never looked back and I called my friend and I said okay I'll go to church with you
so I went to that church event and I remember that I accepted Christ I didn't know what I was doing
and I didn't know what it meant you know I heard the preaching I saw the event and the pastor did
the call and I said okay but I never came back you know I didn't come back I kept living my lifestyle
um I didn't do the Witchcraft anymore but I just you know started Living a very promiscuous
lifestyle you know I didn't know what love was so I was confused you know being intimate with
someone as love I just started you know doing this stuff and I remember that um I lost my job
so things just started going downhill from there instead of doing better I had no money I was like
not using my money wisely my car was messing up again I was like okay thank God that that same
friend called me a year later and she was like Hey we're having a church event do you want to come
and I was like oh man I need to go like I need help so I said yeah I'll go and I remember that
I went to this church event again and I accepted Christ again but then this time when I accepted
Christ I remember that when I accepted Christ I would always have back pain I had back pain for at
least four years and I would go to doctors because since I only had one kidney I thought my kidneys
were failing but the doctors were like no you're fine you're fine everything's fine so I never
understood why the back pain was so heavy and I remember that day when I accepted Christ that time
something Supernatural lifted off me I felt to lift on me I didn't know what it was what had
happened I just knew that something was lifting off me and due to that experience I decided to
come back so I started coming back week after week after week and I remember that one of those
weekends when I came we had a guest bedroom and he came to me he's like oh you know that
back pain you had God healed you from it and it had not hit me until he gave me that word
and I started walking against I started reflecting oh my God it's true I don't have that back pain so
that's what it was lifted at that day so from that experience I kept coming um after eight months of
being in a church I got baptized I didn't know the process that I had to go through after my baptism
um I remember the after I got baptized an hour later we started worshiping the Lord you know
in this Retreat place and I had always worshiped God before getting baptized so nothing weird had
happened but after my baptism something started manifesting inside of me as I was worshiping the
Lord I kept coughing I felt like I couldn't breathe I kept grabbing my own throat and
to the point where I fell because I felt like I couldn't breathe until one of the guest creatures
we had that day I guess God showed him what was happening and he was like oh my God it's like
she did witchcraft like that's what's happening so obviously those Spirits did not want me to
Worship the Lord you know so I remember that they took me to the back and they were like did you do
witchcraft and of course I had to confess that I did so they they helped me deliver myself there
but um that wasn't just my first Deliverance that I had to deliver myself from all the fornication I
did all the strongholds that I had you know I also struggled a lot with masturbation and pornography
um so it was a process that I had to go through and it was like a constant
every weekend Deliverance Deliverance deliverance and I was like oh my god
um and also through that process it was hard for me because I will keep falling into fornication as
God was working in me I couldn't let go because I felt that was love again I confused it so of
course the Lord had to come back in again and put me back in the right path so it was a continuous
healing process for me I also the Lord revealed to me that I had a lot of forgiveness to do
um due to the past that I had lived I had to forgive my stepmother and
that was one of the hardest things that I had to do because I didn't understand
I told God why if she hurt me why do I have to ask her for forgiveness and the Lord told me
because you've held so much anger it's become a stronghold and you
need to ask her for forgiveness for all the anger that you held in her for her
and I was like I was scared to her I had not talked to her ever since I left the house and um
I just said okay you want me to do it I need you to do it because I can I can approach this woman
so I just left it like that and I remember that um I hadn't really talked to my dad much um if
I were copy me for his birthday or Christmas or something and I remember that um one of
those days we were gonna go out and I went to the house where he lived with my stepmother
and he told me to go inside and I just did I just went inside and he's he I remember that
um I saw my stepmother I saw my stepsisters and my dad was like oh I have to get something in
the room really quick and my stepmother and I were left alone in the kitchen and she was like
oh hey like I heard you're Christian now and I was like yeah I am so it's weird how you know
it came about to be and she was like you know I wanted to ask you for forgiveness for everything
I did to you I know that it was wrong and I said no God told me that I had to ask you for
forgiveness because I hated you for so long I had so much anger towards you and I'm sorry for that
and I remember that we both cried and we hugged each other and I received that forgiveness healing
that I needed too I no longer saw her as an evil person but as you know a victim you know she also
needs Freedom so the Lord kept working with me and the Lord also told me that I had to go back
to school this was a desire that I always had as a child I always wanted to go to college I
wanted to pursue a career but obviously I couldn't because my grades were just awful and due to the
fact that I couldn't concentrate in school and I couldn't do my homework my grammar was just really
bad I didn't even know my punctuations where the karma went whether nothing went and I was like
God how am I going to get into college like this is ridiculous so I remember that I just applied
and I didn't get in I didn't get in because I failed the grammar part
so I waited another year and I went again and you know I had to ask my daughter for
help because I had not studied and I I knew I was gonna fill the gram apart so thankfully
it was a humbling experience but I was able to get through with the help of my daughter so I
got accepted into college and um you know God was very graceful through that period for me
like he put Grace in my teachers they were very understanding and now I have my bachelor's degree
so I give God all the glory because she's restored that desired enemy you know and um the Lord also
told me that he was going to bring my father back so I was like what you know he had been married to
this woman for 35 years I didn't know what God was going to do or why he was going to bring my
dad back because I told God my child years are done you know like I can never get those back
but the Lord told me he needs Freedom too so I'm going to free him and he's going to come to you
um so I remember that um One time my dad um gave me a call and he was like hey do you want to go
out tweet I was like sure you know let's go out to eat so we went to eat and when we sat down we
started talking and he's like I have a question for you but I just want you to answer me with a
yes or a no and I was like okay sure so he was like did this person abuse you and of course he
said my Stepmother's name so I said yes she did and I remember that I couldn't believe I had said
yes you know and then we just left it a lot we ate it was kind of weird but we ate and I went home
and then uh two days later he calls me and he reveals to me that he had a dream that he was
asking God you know why doesn't Gina love me like why doesn't my own daughter love me and
in the dream he said that Jesus appeared and told him the Gina that you see is not the Gina Who is
and so he showed him two Gina's so the first Gina is the one that was abused so God showed him that
I was there and my stepmother was abusing me and then the second Gina is the one that is the one
that does love you so once he got that dream that's when he called me to ask me you know
when we went out to eat so from there he made he was already having problems with her and I guess
that guy was already working on him for that for that freedom so after that conversation he asked
me if he can move in with me and of course I was excited so I said yes and I knew that it was the
promise of God to free him and bring him back so now I've been living with my dad for three years
going you know I can never get that back but just the moments that I have now with him and you know
he's learning about Jesus he's seeing me we've talked about everything I did there's no secrets
and I know that the Lord is working and it's giving me that back that that relationship with
my father you know so I'm thankful that God gave him back to me and the last thing that the Lord
decided to work in was in me you know I look at it back now and I'm like wow the Lord had me first
forgive all those people before working in me so before um this healing internal healing happened
I was going through a lot of battles in my church you know my church I've been there for nine years
now but there was a period in my time where I didn't want to submit I didn't want to submit
to my leaders especially not to my pastor and the reason for my pastor I mean that's a meeting it's
crazy because you know a pastor is an authority figure so that authority figure was abused in my
mind due to a parent being an authority figure too so my stepmother abused that figure you know so
in my mindset I couldn't really get close to my pastor because I felt she was going to abuse me
you know she's going to abuse that Authority just like my stepmother did and I always desired for my
pastor to be my mom you know the female possibly my mom but I couldn't it was a wrestle that I had
so I decided to leave I was like I'm gonna go to another church you know because I can't do it
here anymore you know and I remember that I went started going to another church and the Lord told
me that I had to go back you know I did attend that church for like maybe six seven months and
um there was a special guest and this guest spoke to me like no Prophet had ever spoken to me in my
life he spoke to me from birth and he revealed to me why I've been abused all these years
so it's a generational curse because my mom was abused her mom was abused my grand mother was
abused my dad was abused wow so it came to me and it had stopped here and if you if you see
back it wanted to continue with my daughter but the Lord did not permit so I learned that
the abuse was a generational curse and the Lord spoke to me that day and told me that from that
day on I was not going to be the same that I was going to love myself that I was going to
forgive myself and that I would see myself the way Jesus sees me which I had no idea what that was
and I remember that I got a Deliverance that day but I promise you the next day when I woke
up and I remember the day because I put my feet in the ground and it's like I was standing in a
new room like I was not me the old Gina I was the new me I saw myself in the mirror and I was like
wow I am beautiful like I am loved you know I am able I saw myself with this new identity so the
Lord sent me back to my church and um I was able to speak to my pastor and tell her why I was the
way it was now before you get to that point you actually share this part with me and I think it's
a beautiful part about what the pastor from the other Church told you could you share that with
us because you you left your church right and you went to this new church and then you received a
message that sent you back to your church could you tell us what what happened there yes um so
like I said that that guest the Lord revealed to him that you know why I was abused for so long
I also revealed to him that um you know the Lord had placed this pastor as an authority in my life
and that the Lord had planted me in that church the church where I left and that in order for
me to keep walking and receive the blessings that the Lord had for me I had to keep growing
where he planted me you know he's like so you're gonna you're going to go back and you're going
to submit to that Authority and when you submit your authority of God you will see that the door
the doors will open for you and I remember that he anointed me he blessed me and he said you have to
go back like there's no other way and I remember that I had conviction for the first time I was
like okay I'm wrong I am wrong that conviction I I Wrestled a couple in my thoughts but I was like
no I know that I have to submit I have to let go of this fear because the Lord was also looking was
mostly looking out for me there's a fear I had that I had never told my pastor spoken that I
still authority figure that caused me to run away so by me going back I pretty much faced that fear
that I had of thinking that anyone with authority was going to abuse it now that I have I have a
wonderful relationship with my pastor and you know she's the mother figure that I didn't have
and I thank God because I can see how the enemy did not want me to see her as a mother because I
would I I now I feel complete I have my dad I have my pastor which is my spiritual mom but she's also
I call her my mom and I Feel Complete you know and I thank the Lord because if that wouldn't
have happened you know we would have gone anywhere and thanks to that I'm able to love myself too I
forgave myself for everything that I did to myself during those years you know all the the abuse that
I let in me you know all those negative thoughts that I had of me you know I didn't know that I
had an identity in Jesus you know so once the Lord freed me from that mentality because it
was attacks of the enemy in my mind for all these years you know I only received rejection abuse so
the Lord freed me from that and since that day I love myself and now that I love myself I can
love others because when I didn't love myself I was so bitter even though I was in the gospel
and Walking with God I was still bitter I couldn't understand why some people were happy it looked so
happy but I wasn't of course God was still working in me there was happy moments in my life but there
was something in me that was not happy and that's because I didn't love myself and I couldn't love
others and now that I'm able to love myself my vision has changed my heart has changed it has
opened to love people how Jesus loves people so I thank the Lord for that and you know the Lord
redeemed me he redeemed me from the past you know he everything that the enemy tried to take away
the Lord has brought it back has restored it and is giving me and it's going to give me more so
you know I Praise Jesus for that Gina who is Jesus to you Jesus is my best friend he is a My Redeemer
he's my savior he came to redeem everything and Save Me From Myself
Gina for anybody who is watching right now who um is feeling discouraged who is connecting with your
story of abuse of even rejection towards God maybe they're in that place right now where they don't
want anything to do with God what can you say to those people watching and who are connecting
with your testimony right now I know that it's hard to look at Jesus as a savior at this moment
I know that you might be angry like I once was or feel like you're unloved and unwanted or
you're questioning your life like why is your life like this but the only answer is Jesus
the only way is Jesus that's why he died for us so that we have we can have a life so that we
can have joy so we can have peace so we can have Redemption through him and it's gonna
take it might take a while it might take but if you call on Jesus even if it's a simple prayer
he will meet you where you are he will come to you because Jesus came to me you know I didn't
go to him I didn't want to go to him but just that one sinful prayer and he found me
so I encourage you guys not to lose hope and to look to Jesus he is your friend he's your father
he's your Redeemer and he is love he loves you Gina any last words to the people watching your
testimony right now yes so as I prayed last night I felt you know the Lord telling me
to tell you guys to not throw in the towel it is time to be free and to be healed it's your season
stop allowing the paint to be extended when God has given you the opportunity through Jesus Christ
thank you