as in this case you're playing amateur
police officer amateur detective you're
gathering evidence i promise you they're
not gathering the evidence in such a way
that it's going to be admissible it
requires a certain level of expertise
that the lay public doesn't have that
the police officers do
so last year there was some talk about
whether the evidence i collected would
stick in court i know what now quite
some time has passed
we can see the results all of those
charged ultimately
pleaded guilty or were found guilty at
trial
most dodged additional jail time in
prison due in part to taking the plea
deals
but as part of their probation some of
them were banned from the internet for a
few years which i thought was
interesting
most will be off the sex offender
registry until the early 2040s um
they're all felons though so
life goes on and i'm still pretending to
be an underage boy or girl online
i've been doing this for quite a while
now
but more recently i've been posing
younger and younger and younger
seven eight nine ten years old
as opposed to 13 14 or 15 and what i
found
is that most predators treat me the same
as if i say i am a young teen
when i say that i'm prepubescent and
that is deeply more disturbing to me
that a lot of men and women out there
are willing to do this to someone so
young um and be unfazed by that let's
talk about female predators for a second
okay they're out there i dealt with one
i dealt with one um who
she was pretty attractive
but
physically but but really really ugly
okay i don't care
if someone is good looking right if they
want to have sex with a kid
then that is that's irrelevant there's a
huge stigma in our society about that
right now
ladies
charged with statutory sex crimes
how should they be treated any different
from the public than
men charged with the same crimes
they shouldn't though the public
reaction should be no different
but from my experience female predators
aren't as ubiquitous as male predators
online
they just start i believe most female
predators prefer a much closer bond to
their victims someone they already know
as opposed to some boy or girl that they
meet online i want to do a separate
video more polished video about that
later
because i really want to talk about
manipulation and the all the facets that
that come with the art of manipulation
things to look out for inside the mind
of an online predator and how they go
about getting what they want
it requires some level of skill on their
part
and uh therefore it requires
a lot of vigilance on ours because some
predators are
more cunning than than others and in
sensitive circumstances i i try to be
very careful in what i what i show you
because
um you know some predators are watching
they're taking notes and a very few um
only a small minority of of predators
are actually adapting like uh like a
superbug would be to antibiotics it's
it's a difficult discipline for me
because i want to show you guys a lot
but i simply can't you have creeps
watching this a fatal mistake would be
to underestimate the intelligence of any
predator if some people are quicker than
others right and they want to evade they
know what the consequences can be and
they're willing to go to great lengths
to try to avoid those consequences and
not getting caught and so uh
they still want to do their thing
because there's there's something
there's something wrong
in any case
if you're a predator and the little boy
or girl you think you're talking to says
let's meet at taco bell
you better run
with the amount of attention my channel
receives today
it would be foolish to reveal predators
identities while they're free
potentially leading them to destroy
evidence of other crimes they've
committed once they know they're exposed
and during an investigation
they could very well destroy evidence
and i don't want to be the catalyst for
that some if not all of the people i'm
dealing with now
have histories them trying to have sex
with me poisoned as an underage girl boy
could very well be the tip of the
iceberg to a much deeper skeleton class
that you're about to see
when i first started talking with
predators as i was very progressive
in this idea that
wouldn't that be cool if if these
predators could get help so that they
wouldn't victimize children would be
cool if we could really get to the root
of the problem and professionally help
these people somehow
some way
um
and i remember the naysayers saying you
know what these these people they cannot
be helped you know i was i was that guy
who would say you know what maybe they
can you know because that would be
revolutionary right if we could really
get down to the nitty-gritty and why
what compels these people to do what
they do and what we can do to stop it as
a society that would be so great
but through experience the more i talk
to these people the more i realize
that i just don't see it i think at this
point it would be wishful thinking to
think that
someone that brags to me
thinking i'm an underage girl that
breaks to me about how many other other
underage girls they've been in contact
with how many other underage girls
they've had sex with honestly they just
don't care they don't care about getting
help they just want one thing and one
thing only you know they're not they
don't want help
i mean it's it's almost it's almost
unreal the last the last few predators
i've talked to
their stories about what they've done
before it's just unbelievable
um just these these these old men
bragging about having sex with little
kids oh i met this little girl at a pool
party we had sex
um it's just like you think this guy is
really gonna get help there's no way
and then this other guy i was talking to
oh this is really graphic he was
uh he wanted to have sex with
me uh thinking i'm a young girl
um
but anal sex and he wanted to
congregate my friends together to
also have like a big orgy full of
underage girls like this this guy
um and
he there's no way he's thinking that oh
i need help i need i need this is really
bad no he's he's thinking about having
sex with underage girls doesn't care
about anything else
and then another time
real recently a guy was
coaching me on how to get my anus
prepped for anal sex
and in extremely graphic detail in days
and days and days
him explain to me what i'm doing and
and how to do that and just it was just
sick
um
but what you can't change certainly you
can't change people like that i think
it's my belief you can't change people
like that well you can't change you can
certainly destroy and part of that is
informing people on what to look out for
so that they avoid things like this and
that's why i'm doing this slideshow
first is to know your enemies who are
these people who are these predators
well from my experience i can't help but
to ignore some striking similarities
between them
i just not not all predators are like
this but most that have dealt with are
and that is most predators have very low
self-esteem and low confidence
it it blows my mind because there are so
many adults out there that want to have
a relationship with other adults
there are so many nice looking nice
personality women out there that would
love to have a significant other right
but
predators
they they don't see them
having such things
they don't they
they don't they they they target younger
people because they're more prone to
manipulation just anything
generally
that they're just very low confidence
they may act very supreme and they may
act like they're they're really they're
really confident and it comes off as
cocky too when i'm when i'm talking to
pretend to be an underage girl i see a
lot of cockiness and also a lot of
yeah there's there's sick people anyway
i can see right through their arrogance
and deep down they know they're losers
but behind a computer screen they think
they're the best thing since life spread
also very analytical it's weird because
some of them are pretty stupid others
are pretty smart but mostly all of them
i mean even if they're smart or stupid
most of them they they think and they
think really really deeply
perhaps it's because they know what
they're doing is wrong
and they know they could get in big
trouble that's that could be for
instance sometimes when i'm talking to a
predator if i don't reply
they just keep they keep on
they see that signal of me not replying
they
that sparks them to to think of own what
if she's thinking this or what if she's
thinking that
and uh they can make excuses even when
i'm not thinking anything they just they
just make excuses like oh well if that's
not okay then we can be here and then oh
no but we can be here if this will work
oh wait a minute so once you get out of
school here it'd be good if uh you go
over here and it's just it's
super analytical most predators that i
talk to
very few are are in relationships but
but if they are they feel like they
don't have enough attention at home
they may not have many friends even
though sex is a huge aspect of of the
conversation and their intentions
some of it is they just want someone by
their side someone to talk to
sometimes i run into people who are just
lonely they're not they're not predators
uh this happens they even though it's
weird that you know an adult would want
to talk to
an underage boy or girl
online in their free time all the time
even though that's weird sometimes i run
into people who are simply lonely
they're not necessarily predators
and other times i'm talking to someone
who i think just wants to be friends for
instance
when uh
like weeks and weeks later since i'm
very patient
weeks and weeks later i realized that
they are a predator because you know
predators some are quicker than others
to execute on uh what they intend to do
with the person who they think they're
talking to
um
but you know very subliminally sometimes
you can see hints early on by the way
they talk sometimes a predator would say
something uh if i say i'm 14 and the
predator says i'm 30. and if the
predator says
oh you know h is just a number when i
hear that i hear that a lot h is just a
number i'm so tempted to say and
and reply prison is just a word but i
don't i don't break character i don't i
don't say that
when i'm talking to a predator i think
i let alone them thinking that they're
talking to an underage kid i i think
that oh my gosh how can once be so so
aroused it's just they are so so horny
it's ridiculous
it's just ridiculous that they're
they're talking to they're spending all
their their free time talking to who
they think to be an under
about about all sorts of these these uh
some of them have really really
different fetishes too um but besides
that
it's just incredible how sex crazed they
are it's just ridiculous it's like it's
like that's all they ever think about
every day every minute every second
it's like that's all they're thinking
about it's a predator will say like oh
what did you have to eat and then i'd be
like okay cool finally we're talking
about something and then it just like
immediately
just evolves into a sexual conversation
it's just like oh my god like can you
take a break from that but uh no it's
this on their mind
like 100 of the time it feels like but
really you know i i've tried to figure
this out as much as i want to figure
this out i know i shouldn't because like
really what's the point in knowing what
what is inside the mind of a predator of
course we want to know because we want
to solve this issue if that's possible
that way
but you know sometimes uh studies have
shown that people who are victimized are
more likely to victimize other people
than people who are not victimized for
instance of course that's not it'd be a
fallacy to think that's
that's that's you know widespread and
certain a certain fact which it's not
um but really
there are so many factors i have no it
could be it could be genetics it could
be
uh it could be all sorts of things that
we don't know yet but regardless
whatever their backgrounds are in my
opinion
it doesn't matter it really doesn't
matter
because it's what it's what they do you
can be
you know you can you can be the worst
predator ever i don't care
about how bad your past was i don't care
about that no one should um if you're
willing to to do really really evil
things to children i don't care about
that i don't care about you because what
predators do is directly through choice
it is not because of how bad they had as
a kid being victimized
it is not how bad
uh they are at
at women or or
or it is not because of how low their
self-esteem is has nothing to do with
that it has to do with how they actually
act how they deceive
countless times i am told lies
predators telling me that for instance
they are much younger than what they
really are for a couple reasons the
first reason i see this more commonly is
they lie about their age they pretend to
be much younger closer to the the
victim's age so that they won't they
think they won't scare off the underage
boy or girl i see this all the time it
is a way to relate to the person to gain
friendship
which is more it's more it's it's more
of a having a congruent age
but another another the case i've seen
was predators lying about their age
because if
they
think that i could be someone undercover
someone looking to bust them
they think that if i if i lie about my
age then maybe
maybe
if this person is someone that is
looking to get me in trouble someone who
really isn't an underage boy or girl
then they'll back off if if they think
that i am 14 as well
for instance but it doesn't work that
way because
sometimes when i'm talking to someone
who i don't know to be a predator it
takes a while to figure out at first and
uh with with certain things that i
suspect that wouldn't be from someone
really that that young it just
sometimes just common sense it just
doesn't make sense and i've seen this
time and time again where
later on i catch them i i see
inconsistencies i call them out on this
and
i've had one person actually tell me
that oh i told you i was only 17 because
if i told you my real age then
if you were if you were a cop then
um if i if i say that i'm this young
then
you would back off you wouldn't you
would uh
you want to pursue me i've seen this a
few times actually some predators do not
lie about their age others do with only
a couple years disparity saying they're
33 when they're actually 35 like it
makes a big difference also some lie
about their physical appearance or
abilities you know they may say they
have a six-pack when i can tell that
they probably don't
they want to appear as attractive as
possible they want to appear so great
and so of course they're going to lie
they're not going to say
that oh yeah i have a beer guy oh i said
i'm about all day no no instead they're
going to say i have a six pack i go to
the gym i'm there all the time
so it's a total illusion is was what it
is
to gain the the victim's admiration i
guess it's very common
to for them to give me photos of
themselves for many years ago
or photos
of
some some other guy
that uh isn't them that they try to pass
off as them
also you want to believe
how many predators lie when i tell them
oh what am i doing you ask i'm doing my
homework and they say they say oh what
subject you want say something something
easy like algebra i say oh yeah i'm
doing algebra
you know young young grade school stuff
and they say they say something like oh
i'm good at that i said okay can you
help me with these matrices and it's
it's it's like they have to look it up
themselves like oh god you're gonna help
me right and it's it's like they don't
know what they're doing but they pretend
they they totally pretend under the
guise of of of them being so smart
they pretend that they know what they're
doing when when really it they're they
stink at math perhaps he's one of the
five out of four people that have
trouble with fractions this is a big one
they may pose as someone famous
now this this is all over you probably
you've probably seen this on the news
recently
um there's a new story about this guy in
australia
who was pretending to be justin bieber
online and check this out he had
hundreds of girls these girls young
girls really thought they were talking
to justin bieber the the predator
convinced these girls that he was justin
bieber somehow in some way
and
received a ton of nude photos of all
these underage girls i think like 900 or
something and over the course of several
years
and
this happens this happens all the time
because if you can fool
someone that you're somewhat famous and
that oh my gosh and suddenly they're
thinking that they're talking to their
idol they're gonna they're gonna be like
sheep and they're gonna they're gonna do
what what uh is ordered to them and it's
just
it kind of it baffles me even the police
were i saw the press conference the
police were shocked that they had so
many victims in this case
um but really i mean some predators are
good and i see this time and time again
where these predators pose as someone
they're not really someone that they're
not
and uh that's where a lot of victims can
can it's really bad groom
they'll trust and become friends first
of all
it really depends on the predator how
long they want to take it before they
start talking sexual
sometimes
i i don't know if they're predator like
i've said before
it takes a while sometimes other
predators they get right into it but
some others are patient and they want to
groom the victim they want to butter up
the victim to what's going to come and a
lot of times this involves complimenting
the victim and
and
just giving the victim so much attention
now the states of these victims
sometimes they're emotionally vulnerable
they're lonely as well could be um they
may be going through some hardships at
home you know these are young people and
so they deal with challenges as any
young person does and when you have an
adult that comes around that that gives
so much attention to to this victim then
uh
they're looked at as a confidant someone
they can talk to
really close personal matters
exclusivity is is a huge part of the
grooming process this friendship bond
transforms into something that is
secretive something that
is is just from it goes from small talk
and then it goes to talk about more
personal things
and uh talking about maybe some sexual
curiosities which i'll i'll get to in a
second
um but it's more of hey keep this a
secret
um but uh
tell me what what like what what you
like doing or like what do you do in
your spare time and um
the predator is often very dependent on
on the person and uh
expects the the victim to be dependent
on him or her as well um it's to have
some sort of a a
a two-way bond that isn't shared with
any other person just don't tell anyone
about about this and so it's part of
trust too if i trust you you trust me
and it's it's kind of symbiotic
in that regard but all for the the evil
purposes predators often attempt to make
the person they're they're talking to
responsible for their feelings
i see this a lot where predators say oh
i'm sad and i say why are you sad oh
because you won't talk to me late at
night or something like that they always
try to
almost direct the guilt at the victim
i'm in anything little things
and then later big things it's an
attempt at and appealing to the victim's
emotions
to get the victim to to control the
victim essentially
now what happens when predators want to
transition the conversation
into a very sexual one
what they often do at first is they'd be
very vague in how they talk
and this has to do with i think a couple
reasons one is they may have cold feet
at first because they know they're
stepping into illegal territory when
they're when they begin talking about
really sexually charged stuff to a minor
but another another reason
is they want to get the victim to use
their mind they don't some of them fear
the victim running away if they if they
say what they truly intend to do
and uh
so they they kind of
they take steps at a time instead of
going the going the elevating all the
way up the staircase some of them can be
very smooth as how how they introduce
sex into the conversation
a predator may may say
something one day like oh yeah
oh what you're not in bed yeah you're a
naughty girl i see this a lot where they
say that you're a naughty girl it's an
attempt at seeing the person's innocence
and um but later they're they're very
vague like oh we should meet sometime oh
we should just hang out maybe i know
you're a naughty girl it's hint and they
say things like that with a smiley face
a lot of emoticons stuff like that
predator will test the victim as
how far he or she will go and this
doesn't have to do with with sexual
things at first it has to do with
uh for instance
a predator saying oh you should stay up
this late so we can talk and when no
one's around i've read a few studies
where um children are more prone to
manipulation when it's really really
late at night it was a very interesting
article but it talked about that and it
talked about how the mind isn't isn't
fully aware and also has to do with the
idea that no one else is around so more
of uh the exclusivity factor where yeah
the parents aren't around you have no
one behind your shoulder you can talk to
me freely you can really reveal
your
your inhibitions and of course i see
predators
use
sexual lingo all the time and and they
call the victim names
um most recently i've been called as
poisoned as a 13 year old i've been
called butt [ __ ] and anal princess
another big one is sex slave oh and pet
pet is a is a big one um
it's so weird it's like you'll be my
sexual pet like and then i'll get a
message i wake up in the morning i'll
get a message it'll say something like
it'll say something like like hey pat
i'm gonna have to have you do this and
it's uh yeah pat anal princess buttslot
girl you know girl is probably the less
demeanout of all of them of course
but it's it's just not it's just not
right it's it's a way to objectify the
the victim exploiting the victims
curiosities insecurities and
vulnerabilities
this has a lot to do with questions
some people think that there's nothing
wrong with asking questions well if it's
a predator doing that there's a huge
problem with that you don't you don't
ask you do you stay away from from these
these young girls these young boys you
don't ask them questions about how often
do you masturbate
uh oh have you uh ever done anything
with a guy etc it's just it's just
screwed up and once that dialogue opens
there's no turning back the predators
give it an inch and he takes a mile he
wants to go all the way he wants to know
every detail
they're very
that they've they want they want
very descriptive texts they want to know
more and they want to know more and this
is really nasty but i always wondered
why i'd be talking to a predator and
he'd be he'd be saying oh what did you
do on this and he i'd be like what what
what's going on and um
he would he would say oh i'm touching
myself right now just like sick stuff
like that like nasty and um
this this has to do with the
insecurities too if i say that oh you
know i am kind of sure
they'll take that and then they will
they will say that oh you're kind of
sure oh little shorty and um that they
will
they'll they'll just
they're just they're just bad people
they're not necessarily like bullies
right because they don't want to appear
as bullies because then the victim will
run off
um but they try to be playful and they
try to be very sexual and then they
really try to exploit the
vulnerabilities of of young people and
their curiosities and their insecurities
they want them to really report on
what's going on in their personal deep
personal lives
and uh and what and what and what they
think that that necessarily the victim
won't share with other people but
because they may have the trust of this
of this predator um and they don't see
them as predators of course
um
because they'll have this trust they're
easily controlled that's what what it
all boils down to
some predators all they want is nude
images perhaps they may show the victim
nude photos of themselves
they'll send a photo of their penis
to the underage kid
and really discussing this this
is not pretty but it's it's pretty
commonplace
perhaps they'll say oh do this i want
you to do this exactly like what was
depicted in this video that i'm going to
send you
um and
what's really bad is sometimes once they
get a new photograph of a minor what
some predators do is they say give me
another oh you don't you don't want to
to give me another a photo of yourself
naked if you're not going to do that
then i'm going to leak this it's going
to be all over the internet everyone's
going to see your parents are going to
find all your friends are going to find
out your school is going to kick you out
blah blah blah all of this stuff
and that's called sextortion there's a
word for that it happens quite a bit so
when the victim doesn't break free from
that that trap that mental trap
what happens is this this predator keeps
on getting nude photographs and it gets
worse and worse and worse because the
predator keeps on demanding photos
otherwise i'm going to leak all of these
oh give me one more okay now i have five
of them if you don't give me the sixth
one then i'm gonna uh release these five
and then it just goes higher and it just
accrues and the cruise and the cruise
and that is those people should be shot
or in prison just
there there's such a threat there's such
a threat
to minors
that they need to be stopped
by any means necessary i don't want to
advocate extremism or anything like that
so i guess disclaimer that was a
hyperbole but okay it wasn't i don't i
really don't i don't really don't like
these people
some predators just want nude photos of
children others want to meet for sex
somewhat both
the people that do want to meet for sex
some of them back out because they're
too afraid some of them actually follow
through with with trying to meet
children for sex a lot of times the
predator will imply that early on hey we
should meet in real life or we should
hang out again it's very vague how they
say this sometimes but sometimes some
other times is pretty obvious
prerequisite things that that are
mentioned like uh do you have protection
things like that oh i don't want to be
pregnant don't worry don't worry about
me you know i'll i'm i'll be careful
things like that
um so it's it's fairly obvious in any
case whether it's implicit or explicit
and what's worse is when the predator
says oh yeah i'll give you some money
for this oh i can i can provide you
money for your time get that for your
time yeah right
um
or it doesn't necessarily have to be
cash it can be also
closed we can go on shopping sprees i've
had that a few times we can go on
shopping sprees we can buy you certain
things
and uh it's
sometimes isn't directly related to to
meeting for sex but
certainly the the monetary aspect is is
in there and that's kind of like a
string attached
they a lot of times use their positions
um as if they are a reputable figure if
if um if they have a good reputation if
they haven't been arrested for etcetera
etcetera what they'll say to the victim
is they'll say things like no one's
gonna believe you if you don't do this
again you know if this gets out no one's
going to believe you or a lot of times
they say yeah
yo you're going to be killed if if
if you if you squeak about this and not
necessarily by the predator but by the
victim's parents that oh if your parents
will find out about this if you say
anything they're going to kill you your
friends will abandon you everyone's
going to look at you differently blah
blah blah so what what the predator will
do is they'll aim all the direction and
attention to the victim the bad the bad
press and the event of this getting out
there so of course the predator wants to
keep this uh his little secret with the
victim that is too ever for be sealed um
and the predator will will
guilt-trip the victim all the way
if the victim does speak out what will
happen if there's an investigation if
all of if all that is going down
the remember these predators are such
evil people they do not take personal
responsibility they're going to
they're going to blame the victim is
what they're going to do they're going
to do it in court they're going to do
this they're going to stick with it
and it will be hell it will be total
hell for the victim i don't want to i
don't want to sugarcoat it and make it
sound like it's oh it's all good because
remember everyone has a defense everyone
has a legal defense
you have the perpetrator fighting back
and saying oh it's her fault because uh
she was leading me on or hey adults
should not have sex they should they
should they should not have sex with
minors period they should not be talking
to minors online for any sort of sexual
purpose period and any rational person
such as a juror
or a judge would agree with that so
screw their defense just fight it but
what are long-term solutions to this
this is a big problem well
uh kind of self-explanatory there are
two solutions to this in my opinion
prison or death
just keep these people away from from
miners
and definitely if you run across a
predator online just send a tip to the
police or through the cyber tip line it
can be totally anonymous you don't have
to fill in every single form every if
you don't know and you know some
information you don't have to fill
everything of course if there's nothing
to put there
um but the cyber tip line there's a lot
of leads that that generate a ton of
arrests people having tons of child porn
on them and most of the times it's not
just one victim
it's not just one victim it's a ton of
people you hear about this in the news
all the time so and so had thousands and
thousands of images of child porn like
there was this one pastor uh
his co-workers were wanted to play a
prank on him so they went on his
computer and they're going to do
something to him but
on his computer they discovered a ton of
child porn he was going on omegle and he
was getting little girls to like get all
naked and stuff like that on webcam
and um
but just things like this can uncover
greater skeletons
by these predators i mean who knows some
of them may have little death chambers
in their base we don't know or they
could they could have i mean look at all
the abducted children right they didn't
just disappear
they just you know who knows where they
are something happened to these young
miners by other people
and uh just tell us tell someone about
this just anyone it doesn't have to be
the police it doesn't have to be any
sort of authority just just tell
parents friends someone close to there's
nothing more gratifying to me than than
hearing about someone speaking up
against an abuser
and
that's the hardest part is speaking up
and then once once that happens there's
a train of support that that follows
with that so don't think it's all doom
and gloom but it's a pain nonetheless it
is a pain uh to to really go through the
the
the process of coming forward against
abusers and sticking out with the
prosecution which helps it completely
helps if there if there's a face to the
allegations a name
um and getting these guys behind bars
that totally helps i've spoken to the
prosecution about this
but more on this a ton more on this
later on how to speak up because it is a
process
and it there is there is some
information that i think you would find
helpful
there are so many more manipulation
techniques used by predators who do not
target their victims online that i have
not touched on it's a whole different
game for non-internet predators because
it involves not only deceiving victims
but also gaining the trust of the
victims family friends etc it's it
there are many more permutations in that
regard but universally
trust is the greatest theme in any
predator's playbook now to make a point
i've disclaimed in the past don't fully
trust anyone including me because even
though i trust myself and my intentions
you shouldn't fully trust anyone no
matter what they say because you don't
know what they think you may not know
what they want if you if you do know
what they want and then sometimes you
would be shocked to know the truth
because a lot of these times when these
people get busted for such crimes no one
knew right oh my goodness he's such a
great guy i had no idea that my pastor
had child porn on his computer i had no
idea he was going on omegle and getting
little girls to get naked
you know so
biggest thing is keep your guard high
so back in october when i announced the
meet up event in one of my videos
a lot of you expressed concerns about
what may happen at the meet up and i
like seeing those reactions because
it conveyed to me in effect what i've
been preaching before your information
the meetup went well the congregated at
a park and together we ventured to the
courthouse
no one died so that's good
i've posted a photo on my my facebook
page about it uh
you should you should go there in case
of in case if i'm banned from youtube
again or something so you know what's
going on i've been sort of busy lately
but i i miss i really miss making
youtube videos
and uh
i miss i missed out that um
i miss my old channel too but
future videos will include um
coming forward against abusers what to
expect how to testify against abusers
metaphorically how to kill abusers and
the power you feel they have over you
how to be a more confident less anxious
person
and
maybe how to hack predators no just
there won't be a video about that but
there will be some interesting
revelations coming up in the future and
of course the female predator video my
experiences with them the associated
stigmas in our society today about them
it'll be almost like a documentary and
it'll be it'll it should be it should be
really controversial and
it's i can't wait for that but that's
that's way down the road because that's
that's going to be a big project it's
it's nice now
not having to deal with uh some some
people freaking out every time i post
something the media trespassing all the
time the media going over to my parents
house even in my parents neighbor's
house
it's in process process service trying
to find me it's nice not dealing with
that all that got kind of annoying i
find pleasure operate more clindescently
i find myself being more productive as a
result having less distractions of
course i miss showing you what i what
i've been doing
i have a lot of unreleased footage
nothing too nothing too wild or crazy so
police and prosecutors watching now i
know you're watching don't don't don't
worry
there are no videos of me torturing or
killing predators contrary to some
accounts i've read online uh there are
no deep web videos about that so
um don't bother trying to find those as
much as i wish they exist
i'm just joking i have to be careful
about what i say and do because
a lot of eyes are on me now it's kind of
weird it's like
it's like i'm in a zoo and people are
like watching this kind of like that it
could it could pose issues i remember
last year being in a felony criminal
trial
where
i was being cross-examined on the stand
in front of the jury
and the
defense attorney that was
cross-examining me he mentioned my
website and he took little bits and
pieces
and he aggregated them and painted them
in the context to where he wanted the
jury to believe that i was the bad guy
and i didn't like that i didn't like my
content being cherry-picked like that
and also
he mentioned the blind guy video and he
uh
he did some research and he
he chose what he wanted
and
was trying to get the jury to sympathize
with with with the blind guy in the
video i guess quick quick anecdote since
i since i brought it up
uh he said mr swears you tricked a blind
man into thinking you were an underage
girl
he said you dressed up like a girl
you were a
little cute
pink mittens
and you
you had you had a you were even wearing
a bra is this tremendous fierce
i was wondering why the why the
prosecution wasn't objecting uh to these
comments by the defense attorney because
um it had nothing to do with the case at
hand this case wasn't about the blind
guy but looking back it was it was a
good idea on their part because it
showed that i had nothing to hide if i
had to field all these questions and
show that i had good intentions you know
then let me make that point to the jury
but the defense attorney wanted to make
the point that i took advantage of this
man because he was disabled and then i
was wrong because i was
mentally fooling around with a legally
blind man
but
when the substance of the case was
almost being censored it was like let's
talk about that of course the defense
attorney didn't want to go there but i
did you know since he brought it up in a
real condescending manner
the the attorney he uh
you know when someone when someone looks
down on you so to speak they they have
their glasses and they go like this like
like i'm like you really did that he
looked at me like that and he said a
blind man
you did this to a legally blind man
in my reply to that i wanted it to be
powerful
i wanted the jury to understand that
that yes the man was legally blind he
could see a little bit but you're gonna
see a whole lot um but who cares if he's
blind if you wanted to have sex with a
kid right i wanted i wanted to say that
as concisely as possible and as quick as
possible because i know he'd object to
it i thought okay i'm gonna do this and
i'm gonna kind of drop the bomb on the
guy i said yes sir i did that yes i knew
he was blind but
he was a bad guy he sent me a photo of
his penis as i said penis the attorney
didn't want the jury to hear that right
because that totally just destroys
totally destroys
him wanting to make the argument to
where i'm the bad guy right i'm not the
bad guy the blind guy's the bad guy
as i said penis that he screamed
objection objection he did not like that
it was too late because i got it out so
after that he just he just completely
changed the subject he went on to the
next question
before they called me to testify they
put me in this little room beside the
court the courtroom
and uh i was in there alone i could hear
a little a little bit of what of what
the attorney was saying
and um
i couldn't make out what he was saying
exactly but i could hear just ever so
faintly my name being being used
and like a dog would perk its ears up
after calling its name they got my
attention you know and uh
i could barely hear it but i thought i
thought why why are they talking about
me so much this case isn't about me stop
blaming me i was on the scene for hours
and he was just excoriating me the whole
time and uh it was it was rather it was
it was so intense but um i because i had
to think the way he worded his questions
they were meant to screw you over
and so when he would ask a question i
would have to think okay if i say this
how is he going to take that and then
build off of that and go somewhere else
with it and uh i i you had to see these
coming from a mile away and it was just
almost exhausting it was like oh my gosh
uh but it was ours but it felt only like
a few minutes being understand it was
pretty it was crazy anyway
there seems to be a community effort and
people trying to locate that video 55
minutes long where i pretended to be a
14 year old girl
um
met with a legally blind guy he tried
french kissing me on the couch
um then i berated him and stairwell and
left
um
i assure you don't worry someone has it
the police do in an evidence locker
somewhere now if you also have that
video please do me a favor and do not
share it
um i i don't i don't really want my mom
seeing that it's kind of messed up
no new video in 2018 probably no i don't
know whatever works thank you all
and goodbye