some people think they can simply wear
camouflage had become invisible not me
there's more to it than physically
masking yourself in this rigged game we
call life I tend to avoid humans but it
wasn't always this way there was a time
when I wanted to be noticed when I
wanted to stand out from the crowd but
never was oh you mean Zack Stern
don't invite him to the party the weird
nerdy kid who collects hair samples from
unsuspecting girls stay away from him
they would say I was just trying to
collect some DNA and anything I said
anything I did meant nothing to people
as hard as I try to fit in to become one
of them accepted and loved it didn't
work I faded into nothingness rejected
by everyone in life including myself the
subsequent depression of not knowing who
I was or why people ghosted me was too
much to bear why was everyone freaked
out by the fact that I collected hair
that's when I realized I had to accept
myself for who I am to embrace this
invisibility long associated with my
name to channel it to amplify it to put
it to good use for the sake of my own
survival and perhaps the destruction of
others but by some miracle as I matured
people finally started paying attention
to me interests that had perceived as a
threat I wasn't gonna be duped who are
you if you refuse to associate with
people who are you if you reject
everyone's moves at love and friendship
are you brash or are you just trying to
protect yourself choosing to disconnect
society from your open heart
banning yourself from talking to those
who want to talk to those who want to
relate to those who want to feel
something with you you are invisible the
reality is I've been hurt way too many
times over the years through life
experience I can feel just fine the
problem is I feel too much I'm Way too
sensitive
I'd rather feel disconnected that's why
I choose to become out of reach to those
who can hurt me I'd rather feel numb
than pain that has long been associated
with what people are capable of doing to
me to my emotions to my existence that I
won't let them take my name is Zack
Stars extra swag on I am extremely
guarded I keep to myself everything in
life I don't share through many painful
years I've learned that accepting myself
as invisible will make me not care it
will even make me feel invincible
that is if I dare unstoppable
untouchable that's
I prefer my pass and securities are now
just a blur
nice doggie inside side escape are you
doing yeah a nice dog cool