little bit of surprise a little bit of
impromptu but uh we'll give it a sec so
you can get uh get some people uh in
here and um yeah so this is Adam uh bees
I think that's how I say your name yeah
that's how you say it yeah all right
bees and
um yeah so Adam's uh been going through
uh some homelessness and stuff like that
he's been making some awesome YouTube
videos about it and um in terms of just
being on the the chosen ones path or on
uh being on the path of God we all go
through crazy stuff we all have these
situations we go through and if you look
at Adam like smart talented like you
know but the these are just kind of the
persecutions we um go through and the
things we endure um yeah so Adam if you
want to kind of introduce yourself talk
about your channel um I'll kick it over
to you yeah so um you know a couple few
years back I was a software designer
living the dream I had a nice home I had
you know I have two kids uh pretty crazy
life I have a 14-year-old son and a 20
seveny old da 28y old daughter um so
there's a big age Gap there um but I was
pretty much living the dream I had
everything you know person would want
and it kind of all started to go
downhill back in it was like December of
2021 I uh had a I I worked worked
remotely from 2015 on forward I lived
out in Amish Country about an hour north
of Pittsburgh um just decided to get out
of the city because of all the stuff
going on and uh so um I was working this
remote job that I started working
remotely for in 2019 and that's
important because in December of 2021
with all the covid nonsense and the the
Jim Jones Kool-Aid cult that the company
I was working for turned into they came
at me with ultimatum saying if you don't
take the shot you're going to be fired
and this was two weeks before Christmas
so I said well looks like I'm going to
be
fired and so um you know it kind of got
nasty I waited until the all company
Zoom meeting and I made sure to tell you
know all 150 people on the zoom meeting
what was up and uh wasn't really very
polite about it but um so I I left that
job struggled for about four months a
new job a better job fell into my lap
and things were going pretty well but I
was just angry bitter and just like the
the the everything not just the covid
shot not just the job it was you know
everything going back to 2020 when they
started when the when this out of
control government start clamping down
on us and um you know doing what they do
telling us oh you're not allowed to
leave your house you're not allowed to
gather in public you got to wear a
stupid mask all that stuff you know when
when Joe Biden told me I wasn't allowed
to leave my house I said hey come on I
took my kid we went and drove around the
country we went and visited like 27
States on a road trip not just one road
trip but I mean we just weren't going
along with it but you know I have
friends who lost their businesses I have
you know people lost their jobs people's
lives were completely flipped upside
down and I was just angry about all of
this and angry that people were going
along with it and so fast forward to
August of 2022 and they raided Trump's
house in Florida I had just gotten back
from a exhausting road trip followed by
a weekend of taking my son on a 20 mile
hike through the national forest um I
was exhausted and I just started
shitalking
on this social media site
gab
um and I said a lot of really bad things
you know and they got twisted around
into saying that I was threatening the
FBI and so there were seven social media
posts that the FBI raided my house on a
Friday night while I was fast asleep and
um let's see I was in a soundproof
bedroom basement um basement
bedroom um no light or sound comes into
that room so I was asleep the first I
knew anything was wrong was when my
house was being smashed apart
and so I jumped out of bed I had a pair
of jeans on no underwear no no socks no
shoes no shirt just I grabbed a gun that
was next to my bed ran upstairs to see
what the hell's going on and it's the
FBI surrounding my house so they turned
this into you know you made threats all
week long this guy was in an armed
standoff for several hours with the FBI
using his 12-year-old son as a human
shield you know whatever they just made
up all kinds of crazy stuff threw me in
jail I spent 14 months in uh various
County jails settings waiting for my day
in court ended up pleading guilty
because uh when the F when the when the
federal government charges you with
something the federal government has a
97% conviction rate so you're done I
mean and they just drain you they drain
your money they drain your finances they
drain your ability to fight back um I
think the the quotes I was getting for a
lawyer for a federal case it doesn't
matter what it is a federal attorney for
a federal case is going to be something
like $100,000 to start so when you're in
when you have a Fed case unless you're
you know unless you're a drug dealer
that made $2 million in you know last
year you're you're going to be getting a
federal public defender and uh so you
know I waited 14 months for my day in
court um if I would have went to trial
they prosecut her and all of that they
were going to retaliate by trying to get
me 5 to 10 years in prison for these um
social media posts so um they were
offering me a plea deal of like 24
months and they were dropping they took
seven of the seven posts and charged me
with two crimes for each post and
so um my two options were accept that
deal but then there's a bunch of these
add-ons that they add on to your charges
and they were trying to stick me with a
bunch of extra time for coming to the
door with the gun because they they were
trying to say that I was ready to throw
down with them and throw down with the
up like I got a barefoot guy with no
shirt on coming to the door with a gun
you know it doesn't doesn't fit the mold
of someone who's about to throw down
with the fed and
so I decided to plead guilty because
even ified only the government was going
to drop all of these counts except for
two and the two related to one post um
because even the government thought that
these other six posts don't qualify as
actual threats and so I decided to plead
guilty to all of it because it didn't
make any difference in terms of the
sentencing guidelines so that my lawyer
could go in and fight all of these extra
enhancements that they were trying to
add to my charges and she got some of
that dropped and so when it all said and
done I got a 24mon sentence and then
they um I got out about four or five
months early because of good behavior
and that kind of stuff um they actually
sent me to Danberry for the last four
months which is where uh Steve Bannon is
right now um it's a out of all the
experiences I had it's a pretty chill
bannon's not he he's basically playing
pickle ball right now he's going to like
he's walking around a track outside he
can play sofball there's a bunch of
things to do it's very it's not a very
it's not a real violent place it it
sucks it's prison I mean there's no
doubt about it there's a whole lot of
stuff that sucks about it but that four
months that he's going to be there is g
to go by fast so I get out of prison in
April I come home uh my relationship I I
moved into an apartment I was in a
relationship then I wasn't right before
I came home that went downhill um um so
about six weeks after I came home I I
ended up getting thrown out of the
apartment and ended up homeless and so
I've been wandering the streets so uh so
so to speak of Jamestown New York where
I don't know anybody that I was only
here for that purposes of that
relationship and that didn't work out
and so I've been uh basically just
pounding the pavement here in Jamestown
uh looking for a job living in a
homeless shelter right now because my
options are
I'm fully prepared to go live out in the
woods I've got you know I'm a
survivalist I have a I had a 60 pound
backpack when I walked out of that
apartment with everything I would need
to not just to just not just look for a
job and try to get on my feet but
everything I would need if I was going
to go out and live in the woods
somewhere and I have places mapped out
it's something I could do but there was
a homeless shelter that just that said
they would take me in and so I get at
least a roof over my head a shower
and you know they they serve meals there
and other things like that so um so
that's how I ended up there and on the
first day that I was homeless I was
talking to my best friend about you know
should I document this should I just
throw this up on YouTube and put myself
out there and I was kind of me and my
best friend were kind of going back and
forth about that and I didn't really
want to do it and I'm like you know I'm
not even going to have time to do this
and so the first day of being home was
crazy and hectic and by the time you
know by the time it was all said and
done it was already 11 o'clock at night
and so um the next day I had some time
like to go walk around the park and just
kind of chill for a bit and so I just
grabbed out my phone I said to hell with
it I'll do it I'll get on YouTube and
I'll start talking about this and that's
kind of how it started and I've been
doing it every day since and so now I'm
on like homeless day uh today was 53
and uh so there's no day one uh uh video
but there's been a video every day since
just kind of talking about what's been
going on and on the days that there's
not much going on talking about um
talking about just stories that I have
to share so that's that's the story in a
nutshell there I'll you know take it
back to you so I'm not the only one
talking yeah no I've got a lot of
questions that's a super interesting
story lot to unpack a lot of craziness
going on there um and the first thing I
want to start with is just like you know
we have a a system in our society I like
to call it the Matrix but it's the
government the corporations it's this
whole uh you know Consortium and you
know it gets us angry it gets us
frustrated I feel angry and frustrated
about it I know you felt angry and
frustrated about it you made a few
social media posts on some alternative
social media platform and then they end
up giving you 24 months
up to 10 you know tried to give you five
to 10 years it's just like you know talk
about not having freedom of speech talk
about Draconian punishments talk about
you know raiding your house like this is
absolutely insane stuff you know that
they did to you and this is a complete
complete miscarriage of Justice this is
not Law and Order this is just complete
thuggery and Bs because you didn't want
to go along with the system and it's
just like man they literally you
literally ended up serving 14 months in
prison and it's just like you know I can
tell you never hurt anybody you've never
I don't know sold drug I can tell you're
you're a clean-cut guy you know you just
got frustrated with the system and what
our government's doing you know and yeah
it's yeah it's really it's really nuts
and um you know I want to definitely get
your story out there and so people can
know that like hey like you know I don't
know how free our society is you know
after hearing your story I'll just say
that yeah I was in I was in a total of
about 20 months mons um maybe 19 and
some change um by the time I came home
and the
last the last um four months of it was
in the low security damber but before
that I mean one of the places they had
me at for a couple of months were you
know three to five people a day were
getting stabbed right in front of me it
was it was really crazy but two things
that um about what you just said um keep
in mind I I shared a cell for a few
months with a guy really cool guy um he
was an engineer in uh the steel industry
he made you know he he he was making
like 200 Grand a year at his job and he
killed somebody um it was an accident it
was a
DUI um and they gave him 14 months in
jail and then seven months of house
arrest but I got two years for a bad
tweet you know and so I look at that and
I'm like there's no and I've seen I got
to I got so many other stories um
codefendants on the same cases where
they they both get charged with the same
crime and one defendant gets you know
six months another one gets 10 years for
the same offense you know and just I saw
so much Injustice done to so many people
while I was going through this process
over the 20 months that I went through
it that it just opened my eyes to not
just my situ but a lot of other people
um and the second thing like you were
saying um you know you're not allowed to
make threats online you're not and if
you do it online the federal
government's going to get involved
because um they can say it's an
interstate situation you've made threats
across state lines you uh in my case
they charged me with making Interstate
threats and threatening a Federal
Officer the the threatening a Federal
Officer charge the the name of the
actual um statue is long and hard to
remember but that's essentially what it
was and um let's see so they did that
but how many times have you heard the
Liberals this just over the last couple
of weeks saying they want to go out and
assassinate Donald Trump yeah you know
they do this every day they're out
starting riots they're out burning
cities down they're out you know they're
out the defacing the the the parks
they're beating up cops they're doing
all kinds of crazy stuff
and they're just getting a freee pass
but if you're on the other side of that
political fence and you make a bad tweet
you go you cross the line to where they
can actually say oh well that actually
okay we can qualify that we can charge
him with a crime for that they're going
to come they're going to they they
caused about $111,000 damage to the
house I was living in um I lost it all
my house is gone my vehicles are gone my
career is gone my friends family
everybody just turned their backs on it
and like when I got out of prison I was
I'm basically starting from Ground Zero
I just happen to have 25 plus years of
experience doing what I was doing and I
have a few Tools in my belt to I'm not
complete they can't completely shut me
down
but my plan was to keep my mouth shut
and just kind of chill and then when I
ended up getting tossed out into the
street I'm like all right all bets are
off I got to do
something so no I mean yeah you got to
fight back because like freedom of
speech in our country is is an illusion
from clearly from your situation shows
that we do not have freedom of speech
and yeah to the point of the hypocrisy
with the Liberals and stuff like that
which I talk about sometimes on my
channel I live in Seattle Washington man
so I don't know if you've heard about
Chaz or chop or whatever but yep I know
yeah I went over and visited there and
it's a bunch of these weird antifa guys
wearing these black outfits with
walkie-talkies walking around they
smashed up the police station the police
left and fled and it was a whole insane
kind of area and situation um the whole
place was just covered in graffiti I
think three people ended up getting
killed because a bunch of gang activity
was happening there at night and stuff
and just like and it just like they just
allow that to happen one of our city
council members uh I think her name's
Kash Swan she's super Lefty and she was
involved in that and protesting with
them and marching with them and stuff
and it's like you know it's just they
allow this manipulative stuff to happen
and then someone like you makes a few uh
you know seven angry uh you know tweets
of
just screw the government and then you
know they get they said you 20 months in
jail like that's crazy like that's
absolutely nuts you know and yeah yeah
sorry look like you wanted to say
something there no you're good um let's
see so yeah I've been paying attention
to all that stuff since like the Seattle
WTO riots back in the day I can't
remember how that's pretty far back um
yeah I think that wasn't Bill Clinton in
office back then um I kind of woke up to
the
Matrix um I can tell you exactly what
woke me up it was uh tww flight 800 back
in I think it was
1996 um when they basically this plane
crashed outside of Long Island and
everybody on the plane died and then the
government basically tried to cover up
what happened and we really don't know
to this day exactly what it was but it
could have been a terrorist attack that
they just kind of they kind of swept it
under the rug and they're like oh well
you know the wings fell off and you know
that's just what happened and they just
kind of all these people on the Shore of
Long Island saw something go up in the
air and hit the plane but the the
FBI said they were all live all 150
people and but I knew somebody on the
plane um there was this woman her name
was Judy penzer she was an artist in
Pittsburgh and I lived in Pitts for
about 25 plus years and so um this was
when I was in art school I worked at a
Kinkos across the street from art school
and she used to come in all the time and
she would bother me she would uh have me
make prints of her slides of her artwork
and stuff but I got to know her uh over
time she was actually a pretty cool
woman she was actually helping the inner
city kids they were doing like graffiti
projects to beautify the neighborhood
but they were she was teaching these
kids how to do these giant murals and
she had painted this really famous mural
on the side of a building in Pittsburgh
of uh Roberto Clemente Terry Bradshaw
and Mario Lemieux um and it was a
well-known famous painting that you
could see for any any photo of the
Pittsburgh skyline of those years in
time you'd see this mural because it
took up the whole side of the building
and so she was famous for that well she
died on that plane crash and so when it
happened I just started paying more
attention to that story because I knew
somebody and then that led down the
rabbit hole and the more I learned about
that and the more I learned about that
and then all of a sudden oh you this
thing the Clinton Body Count and you
know there were so many I had like this
was back when you had to buy VHS tapes
on the back table of a conspiracy theory
uh dinner at some local restaurant
because the you know YouTube wasn't a
thing back then this was in like the 90s
but like you'd get the Clinton Body
Count video and then two months later
you'd see but it would be like the
second edition because there's like 10
more bodies and they had to redo the
video and so that's kind of how I got um
started paying attention to all this and
it's kind of ironic too because a lot of
people don't talk about this but the
censorship when it all
started you know when 911 happened I was
already in that rabbit hole so I'm
already kind of skeptical and I'm I'm
watching you know the Jones videos and
all that kind of stuff and I'm getting
all the sides and all the all the here's
what really happened that day
information and you know George Bush was
president and this was back you know and
shortly after 911 anybody who spoke out
against the government typically the
Liberals um you know how many times did
you see Bill O'Reilly going cut his mic
cut the mic he would just people would
get on Bill O'Reilly's show and they'd
start speaking out against the regime
and what's going on and start telling
the truth and these News hosts cut the
mic cut the camera shut them up we can't
have them they were getting censored and
uh I remember YouTube and when when
YouTube first came out it was the wild
west but it didn't take long before they
started censoring people speaking out
against uh the Liberals were getting
censored and a lot of people back then
were calling me a commi liberal because
I was speaking out against the things
going on and at the time it was you were
speaking out against the book
Dynasty instead of the instead of the
Liberals back then and so the way I see
it it's just the pendulum swings one way
then it goes back and forth and back and
forth and you had all the censorship
starting back then in early 2000s is
when that all picked into gear but they
were censoring you know all the people
that spoke out against the Gulf War were
the Liberals and they were getting
censored and they were getting pounded
on and their videos were getting shut
off and their channels were getting
deleted and but you know you swing back
now Donald Trump's president and it's
swung completely the opposite direction
so that the people on the right and the
people you know those are the people
that are getting censored now but it's a
lot they're doing it a lot harder and it
you know each time the pendulum swings
the other direction the retaliation gets
worse and worse so it's you know when
that pendulum swings back the other way
and the lefties are the ones getting
kicked off the platforms that's you know
that's going to be that's going to be
interesting to
watch yeah here's the thing I've come to
find in my own research is that left or
right liberal or conservative whatever
like all the people who are powerful in
the world are all connected uh they go
to meeting they go to Bohemian Grove and
uh you know burn an effigy of a man to a
giant statue of ball um these people are
all interconnected they're creepy they
they are definitely involved in some
kind of satanic worship or something
like that because why are they why do
they have a big Idol of ball that
they're uh you know burning stuff to and
you know I've looked into certain stuff
and certain government agencies I don't
want to say too much here but like I've
seen some really dark creepy stuff I've
seen some weird stuff um I Came Upon
I've always been interested in
conspiracy theories but I've never been
able to find a good source but I came
across a website called what what on
Earth is happening.com and it's this guy
yeah you probably know about that a guy
named Mark Paso who used to be a satanic
priest and then he's telling you from
his experience being a satanic priest
what he saw and what is really going on
and how this like satanic religion is
controlling the world and all this stuff
and I don't want to unpack that too much
here all at once but just like you
discover what's going on and it's almost
like 911 was a way to capture the minds
of conservatives and get them all hurah
and then K was a way to capture the
minds of the Liberals and get them all
we have to be medically safe and all
this stuff and it's like they're just
playing all these insane games on us to
keep us under control keep us scared and
when I look into all these events and
again I'm not going to say anything I
don't need to say here but when I look
into all these events they all really
smell very very fishy whether it's covid
911 the Kennedy assassination all this
stuff I'm like what's going on what the
heck is going on with all this stuff
this these stories just don't add up
they don't really make a lot of sense
like this whole idea that now we're
going to be scared of all these Terror
attacks and there's terrorists
everywhere and all this stuff and it's
like I don't see where the terrorists
are everywhere and now with these
pandemics it's everywhere and you know
it just seems like we're we're we're
heading toward a culture of fear and
censorship and you know we have a
constitution and we're supposed to be
built on freedom of speech but it really
seems like we have the the oligarchs we
have the people who are in charge are
powerful in society and if you piss
those people off and speak bad against
those people or talk about what's
happening you know um they they'll get
you in trouble you know they'll get in a
lot of trouble and it's
just you know man um and they like
they'll St they they ruined like they
stole everything from you you were a
professional you were doing well in life
and they sent you to jail now you're
homeless it's just like oh my God you
know it's it's really brutal but I think
we can't be scared of these things we
got to just say whatever and you know
things need to change in society you
know because this whole Consortium
that's in charge is
uh man it's not good it really isn't
yeah like when uh George W Bush when he
was president they quoted him saying I
don't know the exact words but he said
you know the Constitution is just a God
damn piece of paper doesn't mean
anything you know we're we're in charge
we we decide what's going on he said
he's the decider he gets to decide well
he's not anymore but you know all these
people they're playing the game and you
know like you said the people at the top
they're all watching us fight amongst
each other the left versus the right and
they got everybody hating each other to
a large extent and I've see it more this
day and age than you know than I ever
have in my life but they're at the top
and they're just clinking their
champagne glasses together laughing
about it because they keep you know
divide and conquer you keep the people
divided and it's easier to rule over
them because they're just fighting
amongst themselves while we're at the
top having parties and you know but
they're still fighting with each other
they got their factions and they're all
in a power struggle of who's going to be
the top dog and who's going to be you
know the the the the 12 families if you
will if you want to call it that they're
they're fighting you know those 12
families are fighting over who's going
to be the top family you know and
they're you know pulling the rug out
from each other and playing their games
against each other they just got more
money in the bank and they you know and
they can pay for other people to fight
those fights in a lot of cases they
don't have to be the ones out there
doing it themselves um but yeah I mean
they you know we got you know you've got
things like you were talking about the
bilderbergs and the the um Bohemian
Grove and you've got the skull and bones
at Society at Yale and you've got you
know all these different they're just
clubs they're just it it's like there's
a club in downtown Pittsburgh called the
Duane club and it's not a secret society
or whatever but it's where all the rich
people go and it's the mahogany walls
and the cigar bar and the you know the
fancy restaurant and all that stuff they
just they have different places where
they gather and do their thing and uh
you know it is it's it's you got to look
past that you
know you go to look past the club and
and try to figure out you know who's the
you know obviously Joe Biden's not
running the show he can't even you know
that he can't even go to the bathroom
without someone helping him so you know
he who's really running the show who's
really pulling the strings who's making
the decisions here and it's not his wife
it's not it's not the people who are
making the decisions you don't know
their name you don't see them on TV you
don't they're not in the public view
they're behind the curtain they're
running things they don't want to be
famous they don't want to be known
they're the ones with all the money
they're the ones that are paying for Joe
Biden to be the the puppet who sits
there right now no 100% you know there
are secret handlers who want to remain
secret who don't want to remain known um
um and I've talked about this in some of
my videos that Satan wants to be a
secret Satan doesn't want to be known
about the devil wants to be like someone
who you're like you have no idea who he
is and you really think that Joe Biden's
in charge but there are secret handlers
secret controllers secret people in the
back I think Epstein was one of them was
related to one of them and you know you
look at the things he's doing and the
things he had going on you know you look
at the Catholic church and you know
they're also very powerful and you know
have a lot of hand on the control
there's the Illuminati the Freemasons
but one connection I want to make
between Epstein and the Catholic church
is they seem to have a similar kind of
taste in you know underage children and
you know things of that nature and you
know you see a lot of that stuff um in
uh you
know out there where it's like it seems
like they all kind of are uh you know
Chris Hansen needs to come pay all these
guys a visit or something who running
the world you know because you see that
one again and again and it's just uh
it's just like man these people are
weird and sick and it's almost like if
you know about uh like prostitute and a
pimp you know um I'm G get a little
graphic here but like the pimp takes all
the prostitutes money and the pimp
doesn't really protect the prostitute
and the pimp wants it to be like he
doesn't exists The Prostitute tells her
clients it's just me I don't have a pimp
whatever I think it's kind of like that
and there are these pimps in the
background we don't know who they are
but they're somewhere living it up you
know um drinking their champagne and um
you know doing whatever ever and we're
here in the world just fighting against
each other just kind of helpless right
now unfortunately but you know I think
it is it is time for us to slowly but
surely get educated build up fight back
you know get this world back and uh you
know reclaim it from The Matrix and from
the Beast and from this 666 you know
thing that's going on but um yeah yeah
um I want to make a segue I want to ask
you about uh your time in jail did you
ever have to defend yourself for how any
hairy situations you have to deal with
in there yeah the one of the night my
first okay
so let's see I can break this down when
I first went to jail the FBI wanted to
torture me a little bit kind of like
they did with the January 6th people I
know some of these people personally
because I was in Danberry with them and
I got to meet a lot well a handful of
them one's doing nine years right now um
he spent this guy spent 28 months in
that DC goog on in solitary confinement
28 months and what that means is that
for 23 hours a day or 24 hours a day
because they probably didn't let him out
of his cell every day you're in like a
tiny little
cell for 23 to 24 hours a day you might
get to come out of your cell for an hour
to walk around a cell block or something
but if you're in solitary confinement
you're going to be walking around the
block by yourself you're not going to be
interacting with other people people and
you might get to take a shower or you
might get to walk around a little space
that's bigger than your cell but for 28
months this dude didn't see another
person didn't have conversations he was
that wrecked him I mean he's a pretty
strong Christian and I got to know him
pretty well from the four months I was
at Danberry but um I'm not gonna say his
name but um you know you can you can
easily find him on Google um so my
version of that when I was arrested the
night when they put me in this County
Jail in
Pittsburgh they put me in a padded room
with no toilet no bed no nothing with
nothing but this like they call it a
turtle suit a blanket that you wear no
clothes at all and no pillow nothing and
I was left in this room this padded room
with nothing no toilet nothing I was
left in this empty room for three or
four days to just lay there on the floor
and they would throw a bag lunch through
the slot in the door every now and then
um I was able to the some of the guards
there thought it was a lot of them were
rightwing and they thought it was
[ __ ] what I was in there for once
they found out so they started letting
me like they would take me to the
bathroom and stuff but I'd be Shackled
up like I'd be Shackled up like Hannibal
lecor except for the hockey mask on my
face just to go to another cell where
there's a toilet so I could you know go
to the bathroom they did this for about
3 4 days and then the psychiatrist came
in and was like what the hell are you
doing to this guy you need to let him
out and the judge was going to hold the
jail in contempt for not because they
didn't bring me to my arraignment on
time and so this was all ordered by the
FBI so after that um um there's so many
stories I could tell but I don't we've
got you could come to my channel and
hear some more one of these days but um
I want to jump to my first day on real
cell block where I um got to interact
with other people and it was more like
the normal jail
experience um I was all over the
national news like constantly that week
my my mug shot everything and so it was
a I had just gotten done with uh my
detainment hearing which comes after the
arraignment and they they the judge
ordered me to be detained until trial so
I went from there
directly to like a regular cell block
and when I walk on to the cell block
everybody looks over at me and they
point they're like that's him that's him
and they point up at the TV and there I
am my mug shot in my face is on the TV
and they're doing a story about me at
the same time I'm walking onto the block
so I got like that gave me that actually
gave me a free pass while I was in that
jail because now everybody's like dude
you're our hero we love you man oh my
God here's the guy who went to blows
with the FBI they're like oh you're
awesome dude and like so everybody was
really cool with me to tell you the
truth um I really had all the guards
liked me because they thought it was BS
they were all basically Trump supporters
and that you know that side of the fence
um so I have very few problems with
anybody in that jail I mean obviously
when you're in jail there's fights
there's BS there's people not getting
along but for the most part when I was
at that place it was pretty you know it
was decent now now this place was
horrible I was I went 14 months without
seeing the Sun never saw a tree never
saw what the outside world looked like
if they drove me back and forth to court
it was in a windowless van that's
blacked out you can't even see out the
windows when you go on a drive um and
when they drive you to the court in
downtown Pittsburgh they go into an
underground parking garage they let you
out you don't see the outside you don't
see it 14
months um let's see that from there they
took me to a federal holding facility
for a couple of months and that that
place was that that was a lucky like
once again when people figured out what
I did and they have their outside people
look into it and all that all of a
sudden everybody's cool with me and jail
like everybody loves the guy in jail who
you know went went down with the
FBI um so but this was a jail in
Northeast Ohio it's called Northeast
Ohio correction center people know it as
CCA you can look this place up it's
crazy crazy they did a raid a few weeks
before I was there they locked the whole
jail down for a week and they went
around searching all the cells they
found something like uh 2,000 Shanks and
knives they found 500 cell phones they
found two
pistols and I'm not even talking about
all the drugs and you know everybody at
this jail is a privately owned prison um
these privately owned prisons are a lot
crazier than the uh government run
prisons um all of the Corrections
Officers in the privately owned prison
they were like these 18 19 year old
girls what the TSA staff when you go to
the airport the TSA security guards are
harder than the guards at this prison
and um real Qui they're actual like 19
18y old actual 19y old girls and stuff
yeah I'm telling you these are like
college a girl
that are they had this one autistic guy
but I mean this is a crazy place where I
was in the good side of the jail there
were two sides to this place one for the
worse offenders one for the better
offenders on my side of the
jail it was uh three to five day people
three to five times a day people are
getting stabbed um I saw one guy running
out the door holding his chest after he
had just been cut open and he was like
trying to keep his organs from falling
out of his abdomen and that he really
wasn't doing a good job they're just
like falling out and uh this place was
crazyy I mean every single cell had at
least you know 20 gallons of Hooch being
made I mean it it was a free-for-all the
drugs the the in the the officers are
bringing in the drugs the the the um the
cigarettes the drugs all that kind of
stuff um a lot of these a lot of these
18 to 20 year old girls that were the
CEOs were um pimping themselves out
whing themselves out getting that cut
you know getting that extra money from
the inmates um it was just a free for
all the only good thing about it was
that they had an outside yard we could
go outside for an hour a
day um let's see from there they took me
to the Brooklyn Metropolitan Detention
Center which is there's two Federal
jails in New York City one is where uh
Jeffrey Epstein didn't kill himself
that's the Manhattan one
and then there's one where they sent R
Kelly and galain Maxwell and all those
people and that was um and that was uh
in
Brooklyn um so uh that place is a horrid
Horrid place the federal judges in in
New York City are saying they won't even
send people to to that place anymore
because it's so out of
control
um that I was only there for about a
month thank god um I saw saw a lot of
crazy stuff I saw more crazy stuff at
the place in Ohio to be honest but um
and then from there I went to Danberry
where they sent um Steve Bannon and
honestly the last four months of my ride
after everything I'd been through and
seen the four months at Danberry went by
pretty quick I was playing pickle ball
every day I was running around a quarter
mile track outside pretty much whenever
you want up until about eight o'clock at
night um they have two they have pool
hall you can play musical instruments
there's an art crafts room you can do
you can get into that they have a big
church uh two different three different
libraries that you can go check out
they're small but I mean there was
plenty to do um let's see somebody's
asking uh about the food the food's
terrible the food impr prison is you can
look it up on YouTube there's there's
excon that talk about the food there's a
guy doing a YouTube channel right now I
just saw he broadcasts live from inside
whatever jail he's in
he disguises his face and his voice um
but he was showing everybody what they
got for Christmas dinner one night on
the tray and it's pretty bad um if you
don't have somebody on the outside world
in
jail um you are gonna starve you're
gonna starve there's no doubt about it
they don't feed you enough you're
getting like a thousand calories a day
maybe and the food is terrible the way I
counteracted that at the county jail I
worked in the kitchen seven days a week
sometimes and when we worked down in the
kitchen we were allowed to eat whatever
we want we could make whatever we want
we could eat the cops food like we could
eat pretty decent down there and I
actually gained like 40 pounds in the
14 there from eating all that food in
the kitchen um the next two places I was
at the the food was terrible it's all
terrible um so yeah I was starting to
lose weight after I left the for so from
month 14 to when I got to
Danberry the food was pretty the hit or
miss um you're not getting enough food
there's different ways that you can deal
with that if you don't have money on
your commissary sometimes you could
sneak back into the line at the chow
hall and go twice the guards there they
didn't care most of the time um let's
see um you guys you still there your
video froze okay cool c um
yeah yeah we're here huh so yeah I want
to ask when you were in uh Danberry did
you get to meet uh Steve Bannon and hang
out with him no that he just went to he
just went there a few days ago so that
there's a gap I got out of there in
April so but I can tell you that dude
he's a jailhouse celebrity right now
everybody in prison loves Donald Trump I
mean you've got you've it don't matter
what color you are everybody everybody's
down with Donald Trump in jail except
for like maybe one out two out of a
hundred people um in jail are not down
with Trump um so Steve Bannon right now
he's got a whole Entourage they're all
hooking him up he's Rich to begin with
so he don't need money on his commissary
he's
got out every order but people are
feeding him people are taking care of
him he's got he's not gonna be bored um
you know he's gonna he I'm not saying
he's going to have a good time it's not
a good PL it's still prison and it sucks
and they treat you know some of the
guards treat you like crap and but
Danberry is a pretty laid-back place um
and as far as jails and prisons go it's
it's about as chillaxed as it can be um
there's plenty for four months there's
plenty to do um I you know I knew people
who were there who were serving life
people who had been there for 10 years
who've got 25 more years to go um I knew
you know I knew people like that and um
you know that I mean if I had to stay
there a year I'd be going nuts cuz
there's stuff to do and there's things
to keep you occupied and to help pass
the time
but I was only there for four months I
couldn't imagine being there for years
um but in the time that Steve Steve
bannon's walking in the door he's gonna
be out the door before he even knows
what happened it's just uh it's going to
be a quick ride for him there will be
some anytime there's fog you'll get
locked into the dorms they won't let you
outside to walk around and do different
things like that but um even when you're
locked it's dorms it's not jail cells at
Danberry it's like a big army barracks
and so you're in a room with like 80
people there's bunk beds um it's just a
big giant open room and then there's a
kitchen area and then there's a TV room
so you can go into the TV room and just
sit there watching TV all night long
they don't tell you when you have to go
to bed or anything like that you can you
could be out in the TV room at 3:30 in
the morning watching TV if you want
um kind of it's a much more chillax
place than than than a a prism where
you've got cells and bars and all that
kind of stuff yep yep real quick I want
to tell everybody check out Adam's
channel uh Adam Beast check his channel
out um also throw Adam some donations he
is uh going through homelessness right
now so every little bit helps so uh
check his channel out throw some
donations to him and uh help the brother
get rolling um and then uh I want to
make a seg a segue Adam for maybe this
next uh 10-5 minutes before we wrap up
uh right now you're in Upstate New York
uh you're homeless um yeah tell us uh
tell us about
that I'm in Jamestown New York and uh
you know I don't really know anybody
here because uh this is where my ex
lived I was in a a
relationship we we were about to get
married and we Liv lived she owns a
business here in
Jamestown I lived in uh about an hour
north of Pittsburgh PA so we were two
hours apart DriveWise but we I worked
from home and she owned her own business
we had the freedom to do whatever we
want so that was the long-distance
relationship it really wasn't a thing it
was just before I got arrested we were
kind of talking about what comes next
and how do we you know had a really cool
nice house that we she liked all that
kind of stuff so when I got out of uh
what while I was in prison it was
approved by probation for me to go live
with her when I got out um and she had
been taking care of everything outside
of of of jail for me while I was in jail
and it was like it was kind of like
someone racing in the tour to France and
you've got the yellow Jersey and you're
in first place and it's like the last
day of the race and on the last day of
the tour to France if you're in the lead
uh there sorry I think you glitched out
um just give this a sec folks um Adam is
in the public uh library on the public
library WiFi so we did anticipate maybe
a little bit of glitching out and a
little bit of freezing and stuff like
this so yeah just stay with us folks
this is uh this is just kind of part of
the experience uh it's part of the game
for this uh this let's see if we can get
them back back
uh here let me read the chat uh for a
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him back
in um let me read the chat for a sec uh
we should be getting
um yeah no it's all good we anticipated
this the public library Wi-Fi is doing
its thing you know um yeah still a
little bit uh a little bit
glitchy uh let's see let's just give
this a
sec give me a second here yeah might be
fix
that there we
go all right just give me a sec folks
I'll read a few comments here are you
not Cypress Hill what uh see if that
helps there we go I think we got you
back yeah
so glitched out but yeah I think you
were talking about uh just you know
starting out homelessness and stuff like
that and you're talking about I came to
J yeah yeah I came to Jamestown because
I was in a relationship I was supposed
to be living there when I got out of
prison and that didn't that turned into
a really toxic situation really fast
when I came home literally from day one
so uh two weeks later I was trying to
move to Texas to my best friend had a
place for me to in
Houston um and
oh is it what's going on are we
still I don't know who's live and who's
not right now yeah yeah I can hear you
keep talking I'll come
back um so yeah I ended up in Jamestown
because of that and so
otherwise they would have sent me to
Pittsburgh um PA where my case based out
of and where I I I don't even have a ton
of friends in anymore because I moved
out of the city and lived out in the um
out in hillville for uh over six years
and so and a lot of my friends packed up
and moved all over the country so um but
that's where my home base would have uh
would have been if it wasn't for the
fact that this was all approved by
federal probation for me to come live in
Jamestown and so now I'm kind of in this
limbo State because they want me to go
to Pittsburgh Pittsburgh office doesn't
want me there without a job or a place
to live and so they're kind of having
this uh they're kind of having this uh
battle in the their offices about who's
gonna get me and I'm kind of stuck in
between like wondering where am I gonna
live am I gonna be in Jamestown I'm I
gonna be in I'd rather be in Pittsburgh
so I'm fine with moving um I just don't
have any friends that have enough room
for me to stay at their place for a
month or two until I I would find a job
quicker down there because there's just
a lot more going on it's a bigger city
so um yeah jamestown's kind of a it's a
it's a bad place it's a dysfunctional
Town there's a lot of part of the reason
I haven't even gotten into on my own
show on my own channel is looking for a
job here we're right on the Pennsylvania
border and um the minimum wage in New
York State's about $15 and some change
an hour in Pennsylvania it's $7 an hour
so all the all the jobs here in
Jamestown are filled by people coming
across the border from from Pennsylvania
because they want to get double pay um
and who wouldn't and so um like I I got
I got hired at a couple of job a couple
of stores here in town and then they did
these back and they knew what they were
going to find on the backround check
they knew that I had a criminal record
because I was open about it said they
didn't care but then the background
check goes to some corporate drone 2,000
miles away and they just rubber stamp it
with a big no and so the day I'm
supposed to start my new job this has
happened twice they say never mind we
can't have you here because you have a
criminal record all of a sudden and so
but you I know some people here that
I've been meeting while I've been in
town and they're telling me that you
know one person works at the store I
just got turned down at and he said
almost he said
70 80% of the people there are from
Pennsylvania coming across the border
because minimum so they're taking away
it's almost like that you know it's
almost like they're the Mexicans are
coming and taking all our jobs well in
in jamestown's case the pennsylvanians
are coming across the border and taking
all the jobs because the jobs pay twice
as much as they do on the other side of
the line and so uh if I go down to
Pittsburgh where minimum wage is still
seven bucks an hour Pittsburgh can't
hire the companies in Pittsburgh can't
hire people for less than what you know
156 $20 an hour because there's just so
many it's such a big it's a bigger place
and they can't get away with shorten
changing people like they can out in the
countryside but on the other side of the
PA border from Jamestown here it's very
sparse it's it's you know it's it's it's
God's country it's redneckville you know
and that's where I like to live but
that's why everybody's coming to
Jamestown to take all the jobs because
the you get twice as much money for the
same job and you don't have to drive
more than a 20 minute drive to work
so yeah real quick I want to ask you
about the shelters I know you've talked
about them on your channel that there's
a lot of draconian there's a lot of
weird rules there's a lot of stuff going
on uh could you wrap about that right
quick about the yeah I mean there's a
good and a bad side it's the one I'm in
is probably one of the better ones you
could find yourself in it's
clean um but on the flip side of that
there's a lot of rules I mean there were
there are more rules to follow at the
homeless shelter than there were in
prison um you know you I can't even list
them all but like off the top of my head
you have to leave I don't think you can
leave before a certain time in the
morning and you have to be out of there
at 9: and you can't come back until 4 pm
you have to be gone all day so anything
that you need you have to take with you
for the whole day um you can't bring any
outside food at all um they'll search
you when you come in and out like you
can't bring any outside food so if you
have food stamps for example you can't
just go stock up on some stuff and bring
it and then have snacks and stuff at the
ready you can only re I can only really
go and eat prepared stuff that like that
I can eat in one sitting they feed us
there they give us breakfast and dinner
at the shelter if you want it um I'm
probably going to stay here at the
library and skip
oh like you froze up again it's all good
uh to be in at 9 o' night not back by
they'll lock you out for the night so if
I'm just outside in my t-shirt and jeans
and I don't make it back on time I'm out
like I'm gonna have to sleep on a park
bench or something for the night and
nothing they won't even let you back in
to grab a sweater or whatever um and at
11:00 you have to go it's like it's
Betty by time it's night night just like
like you're a 2-year-old kid um you
can't like sit up and read a book you
can't like chill on your phone you can't
just like put yourself to sleep you have
to actually go to bed the lights off
laying in bed sleeping and they come
around and they're like it's like you
got it's like being in a prison in fact
I've watched other homeless people's
channels on YouTube and they all say the
same thing when a newscaster the news
reporter comes up with the microphone
says well why do you why are you turning
down the home shelter when they said you
can stay there and the and the Dude
Looks at the reporter and says cuz I
don't want to go to
prison CU I you know I'm better off
sleeping in a cboard box here out on the
street than being treated like I'm in
prison or like I'm a two-year-old kid
and so that is the part that drives me
nuts um you
know they're pretty Le they're pretty
cool with me and I really have any beef
with anybody there one-on-one or face to
face or anything like that there's a lot
of drama there's a lot of people who do
stupid things they see a lot they put up
with a lot there's there's violent
people that come in and and do violent
things towards the people that work
there I mean you know I know why they
have some rules you don't want to have a
free-for-all where people just go out to
the bars and get drunk until 3 in the
morning come stumbling into the homeless
shelter to get a free bed you know and
they're trying to they're try you know
so I I can understand why they have some
of these rules I'm not sitting here
saying that you know it should be a
complete free-for-all but there are
certain things that get under my skin in
particular and um because I'm not a I'm
not someone who can go to sleep easy at
night so 11 o'clock that's like that's
not even close to my bedtime if I'm out
in the world um and there's other things
it's hard you know my whole life is
based on working on computers and stuff
and so I have very small Windows of time
where I can go somewhere and have a
Wi-Fi connection and and to be able to
sit in front of a computer and do things
to move my life forward and when I had a
roof over my head uh you know a couple
months ago I could spend 12 hours a day
off and on take an hour break here do
this do that but I could I could sit in
front of the computer anytime I felt
like I wanted to work on something now
it's like I got to break it down between
9:00 a.m. and 700 p.m. and then there's
going to be I have to take a few breaks
in the middle there because when you go
to the bathroom you can't just leave
your stuff laying out um it's just a lot
of challenges and um you know
everybody's everybody who's homeless has
a totally different situation you know
not everybody at the homeless shelter is
a drug addict and it's not you know
there's 20 different way there's 20
different people there right now and
they all got 20 different stories of how
they got there and you know sometimes
it's just sometimes you're in a bad
relationship and the wife takes the
house and you are out on on the
street um and that happens and uh you
know there's a guy there right now he
has a job he has a vehicle I don't know
his whole story but I think that's kind
of what happened to him he got I think
he had a bad relationship that that he
ended up out in the street and whatnot
he's just staying there until he can
find a roof in apartment or whatever
he's looking for yeah real quick I
wanted to ask you um I think the stream
cut out and if this is personal that's
totally fine but I know you said you had
a girlfriend who was supporting you
while you were in jail then you come
back and then on the day you come back
something happens I mean if it's
personal that's fine but um I do want
it's a little bit I'm not gonna name
names or I don't want to dox you know
this person but
um it was a the whole time I was in
prison the whole time I was incarcerated
for 20 months um I was this is when it
cut out and what I was getting at um we
we had a falling out right before I came
home yeah and so it was kind of like she
was there the whole time that I was
going through this I thought she was
going to walk away from day one but she
stood by the whole time supported me
three video calls a week phone calls
every day text messages on these stupid
little jail tablets every day and so I
was looking forward to coming home and
spending my life with her and about a
month or so before I get out of
prison it was like an overnight like
we're done and you know I'm not going to
get into the nitty-gritty Det details
but it was like one email to the next um
you know I miss you I love you I can't
wait to spend the rest of my life with
you and then the next day I hate you you
ruined my life you know blah blah blah
and so um it was kind of like I was
saying the tour to France is going on
right now and it's the most grueling
sporting event in the world it's 25 days
of riding your bicycle 100 miles over
the steepest mountains in France and you
have participated in the tour to France
the whole race you worked your whole
life for it and now you're in it and
you're doing it and you're in the lead
you're wearing the yellow Jersey you're
Lance Armstrong and on the very last day
of the tour to France all you got to do
is cross the finish line you don't have
to race on the last day they're passing
you bottles of champagne and you're
drinking and you're having a good time
because you don't have to you don't have
to cross the line first that day you
just have to get across the Finish Line
at some point because you know the the
time differential between you in the
second place person they're not gonna
yeah the tour to France never there's
never drama on the last day of the tour
but it's like she was in the tour to
France and here's the Finish Line
they're doing their laps around the Sham
sis eight laps and here's the finish
line and she just pulls over to the side
of the road and gets off the bike and
says you know what I don't want this and
just gets a gets a dnf did not finish
doesn't decides to just give it up and
not cross the finish line I'm like why
would you stay with somebody go through
that whole thing for 20 months and
support them and be by their side and
put money on their commissary and pay
for all this stuff and do all that stuff
in the outside world and talk about how
you can't wait to spend your lives
together again and all that stuff and
then the day I come home it's like done
and and then it turned into six weeks of
of really crazy really C I'm I'm under
less stress being homeless than I was
living there so if that's any um but
that's the nut nuts and bolts of it and
you know my story is
not my story's pretty typical with
people who go to jail you come
home the people who thought you the
people you thought would be there for
you when you get home turn or when you
get home it's like they don't want
anything to do with and I've heard that
story from others sorry I'm gonna up you
real quick did you meet her did you meet
her while you were in jail or did you
meet her before no no this I was in a
relationship well before I went to jail
um for about a year and a half before I
went to jail um but it you know we were
about to get married and um when I got
arrested I thought she would leave
because we had only been together for
about a year and a half but it was we
were really close and it was a really it
was the best relationship I'd ever been
in my life I can say that
honestly um but then she decided
to um you know stick by my side the
whole time I'm in jail if we got locked
down for a few days and I couldn't reach
out to her there'd be text messages
piled up when I could get a tablet in my
hand they have these tablets now in jail
but they're they're garbage but um you
can get messages to and from the outside
world on them and there'd be like six
messages from her I hope you're okay I
love you I what happened I haven't heard
from you please let me know you're okay
you
know he couldn't go two days without me
talking on the phone with her and uh but
then like like I said right when I came
home right when I was about to wrap up
she just changed overnight like it was
so nobody no nobody who knows the story
can make any sense of it and I don't
think you know this what women do you're
not supposed to make sense out of
it but um but yeah now I just now that's
the only reason I was in Jamestown and
now it's time to get out of here and uh
you know but I'm just kind of biing my
time I'm looking for a job here I'm
looking for remote jobs I'm a software
designer and I've got you know I've got
leads that may come I'm still in the
running for some of those jobs um things
could change with in the blink of an eye
just as fast as just as fast as life
went downhill in the blank of an eye
another thing could come along and life
could just go the opposite direction and
the snap of a finger so I don't I'm
frustrated of course but I also know
that God has got my back and um you know
he does things on his own time so
sometimes you just got to be patient and
that I'm the patience the the the
patient part is the hard part for
me so same here same here I'm ansy I Got
Ants in My Pants um I think with uh you
know with your ex she might have liked
the fact that you were in jail and she's
supporting you and she's sort of This
Mother Teresa helping hold you down you
know emotionally supporting you and all
this stuff and then I think once you
come back and there's there's not all
this emotional support anymore maybe
it's like oh [ __ ] you know now we gotta
actually be together I don't know man I
don't know what the dynamic is so I
might be wrong I don't know but um I
don't know it wasn't good to come home
to and I'm just I'm not I don't want to
say too much only because you know I
don't care about talking about it from
my perspective but I don't want to like
you know there's only so much I want to
put out there no fair enough and um yeah
you know God does have us I'm a big God
believer and I believe that you know
this life is an adventure and a journey
and that God puts us through certain
things and that there is um The Matrix
or the system or the Beast or 666 and
it's trying to get us and we have to uh
evade it and you know uh sidestep it and
you know uh you know Juck and Jive it
and um people like Martin Luther King Jr
or Abraham Lincoln or all these kind of
Heroes in history who like changed human
consciousness for better and made the
world a better place and put more
righteousness in the world like they end
up getting killed or they end up having
a bunch of crap they got to go through
and stuff you know so it's kind of
that's hero's journey you know Jesus did
get nailed to the cross you know so we
are kind of needing to take up our cross
on some level yeah yeah I mean I'm not a
big fan of Donald Trump either to tell
you the truth but look what they're
doing to him yeah you know I mean
they're just coming after him in every
direction they can trying to get him put
in prison and make him a political
prisoner and and so you know I
mean yeah look what they're doing to him
and uh there's another side like when I
was working for corporate America doing
the software design and stuff like that
I was very dissatisfied with my
career uh you know just the the
corporate Rat Race the golden handcuffs
and all that kind of stuff I was getting
sick of it and I didn't know how to get
out of it because I want to be an artist
for a living again and I want to be
creative and I'm really into photography
if you go I have a website at the
website it's very easy to remember it's
litg good.com
um you can check out my photography work
there to an extent um it's just a sample
board of different photos I've taken um
and um but I want to get into that and
so I was you know I watch Shark Tank
sometimes and there's this one one of
the the old this one old lady she was
talking about sometimes businesses or
sometimes people become successful
because they have to be like it and I
didn't I never had to be I never had to
like put my nose to the ground I always
had a good paycheck coming in and I
could just show up do my job get paid
get my weekends off all that kind of
stuff and now I I think about that that
thing that she would always say about
sometimes the necessity to be successful
is what drives people to do it because
now I'm in this now I'm in it like I
have to figure something out I'm living
in a homeless shelter wandering the
streets of Jamestown New York using the
public library Wi-Fi to try and Cobble
something together and um so it's kind
of like forcing me to do things and to
put time in on things that I used to
come up with excuses not to put in time
on before like my photography and oh I
want to put up a store on Etsy and I
want to do this and I want oh I want to
do you I want to do YouTube videos but I
don't know what to do and I'm a
perfectionist and so I would just kind
of C I would play around with something
but then I would be like oh it's not
good enough and i' give up and and so
like this kind of this situation and the
one good thing about it is it's forcing
me to forget about be forget about
perfection when I started doing these
videos on YouTube I'm just like this
live chat we bugged out for a few I
Disappeared for a minute came back well
it's not perfect um I put up an Etsy
store I've got like five photographs up
there right now it's at shop. litg
good.com you go there there's like five
but five photographs fine if I start
putting up four or five images do a
month on the store after a year that's
like a hundred or something photographs
for sale and and it's a store now and so
I'm I'm I'm not worried about
perfectionism at all I'm juggling 20
different um projects right now and um
you know I'm just taking baby steps on
each one just what can I do today inch
that one forward inch this thing forward
inch that other one forward and you know
you you don't get to the top of Mount
Everest unless you take about a thousand
Little Steps along the way if you just
sit there at the bottom at base camp
looking up at the top going how am I
going to get up there you're never going
to get there um so it's just a matter of
it's better to just if you want to get
somewhere if you want to do something in
life is better if you let me interrupt
someone in the chat's asking about
donations um them with some
information um yeah there's a PayPal so
the the
there's a photography store you can buy
photographs it's um shop. litg
good.com um you there's there's five
photographs right there but if you go to
the website litg good.com there's ton
there's a bunch of photographs there and
so if you were to see something on that
website and it's not on the store just
send me a private message through the
website and I'll put it on the store um
but also just for in the description of
your page Adam Beast you you have links
um to donate in every video I put a I
put a bunch of links in every video um
but then for just straight up donations
I wasn't going to do it but other people
said we'd like to see it you know we you
know give us a donate button or donate
link so you can go to donate. litg
good.com and it's through PayPal you can
uh use a credit card you don't have to
have a pay account so um so um yeah
that's that's there um so that's cool
too um yeah yeah throw throw out him a
couple bucks you know help him out help
him get a coffee tooth BR I'm sure
there's all kind of stuff you need um I
mean even just coffees it's like a lot
of times I got to go to a coffee shop or
a fast food joint to use the Wi-Fi but
you got to buy something and so I'm like
10 bucks here 10 bucks there that it
actually helps because there uh like
four or five days ago I was like man I
don't even want to spend 10 bucks at Tim
Hortons to use the Wi-Fi today but I got
and then like somebody dropped 30 bucks
into the chicken bucket and I'm like
well I guess I can go to Tim Horton's
now so it all it all works it's it's
good so um I definitely prefer to sell
the photography I like I like when
somebody you know wants to contribute
and they get something in return so um
that's why I'm focusing on the merch and
the the store I'm working on some
inspirational posters that I'm going to
start um I've got one out of 11 done so
and it took me about 20 hours to do so
you're looking at like 250 hours of
labor for me to get all these posters
done but um that'll be up and I'm like I
said I'm just inching the ball forward
on 20 different things but you know if I
just keep at it for a few more months
that those inches start to add up to
feet and those feet start to add up to
miles over time so also enough donations
you could get yourself a house you get a
roof over your head get a room to live
in get something better going on so yeah
don't feel guilty about asking for
donations you're in a situation where
you need a little bit of that jedar and
you're putting good content out so um
yeah I mean I need something steady
though to get a roof up you know because
it's like even if even if I have a
friend who says hey I can help you out
with the first month rent whatever blah
blah blah but you know if I don't have
steady income coming in what am I going
to do when the first of the month hits
you know and so I'm you know I'm I'm
doing what I have to do and uh yeah I'm
willing to work at McDonald's if it came
down to it I don't care right now I I
just want money in the pocket I'm going
everywhere in town um looking for
whatever job I get my hands on and then
I'll build from there um but I'm not
going to stop working on all these
things on the side and if I do get a
place to live I'm still going to keep
putting videos up on YouTube but I'll
just steer the channel into whatever
Direction it naturally goes and maybe
spin off a couple other ones to teach
photography and to do some other things
um and and you know just kind of keep
poking at the keep poking at it until
you know things start to happen yep and
then I what you mentioned about uh you
know working in Corporate America and
not being able to do art or creative
things just kind of being in this
mediocre just kind of boring grind and
then having these problems in your life
and then that kind of gives you a wall
to be backed up against it kind of gives
you motivation it g it kind of Lights
his fire under your ass where you're
just like you know what effing I'm just
going to go on my own do my art do my
life mission so I definitely agree with
that a lot and um I haven't had the same
things happen to me but I do agree with
that point of just like hey like
perfectionism and all the BS just goes
away and you're just like all right I'm
gonna I'm gonna make something I'm gonna
produce some I'm gonna produce something
like I'm gonna do it you know a lot of
that perfectionism will hold you back
from doing what you really want to do
because you'll just sit there and tinker
and tinker and tinker and it'll never be
good enough for you but then the people
out there don't
care um you know with the photography um
there's a lot of just I'll spend 70
hours editing a photo you know and just
perfecting things and you know I do a
lot of HDR and panoramic stuff that's
that's multiple images merch merge
together and and I'm just constantly you
know and eventually you just get to the
point where you nobody's ever gonna see
it if you don't get it done so and this
little mistake here this little thing
there nobody's going to notice it
because they're scrolling by on
Instagram or whatever and they're
looking at it for 5 seconds and they're
not going to see the imper and if you
want to make high wall siiz prints when
somebody orders a wall siiz print okay
I'll go back and I'll make sure the file
any little thing that's going to be a
problem on a wall siiz print I'll fix it
now and then order the print um so um so
yeah I mean there's that when you're
talking about Corporate America um
there's two sides to it after what I've
been through over the last couple of
years there if I get a job doing that
kind of software design and stuff my
whole I'll be more thankful for having
the job you know and and doing what I'm
doing I'll be thankful that it's putting
money on my plate and you know food on
my table and all that um and the things
that I didn't like about it will
probably not grind on me as much as they
used to that doesn't mean I'm going to
stop doing things on the side it's just
going to be a means to an end at that
point um because there is some you know
there are things I really want to do in
life and that's not one of them other
than paying the bills um but at the same
time it does wear you down when you feel
like you're just working for corporate
America day after day after day you know
in the software world I'm working on you
know I'm getting it I I I talked about
this on my channel but I worked at a
couple of different banks and at both
Banks you know they got the banks have
nothing but money because they just you
know they make money out of thin air and
if you understand how the banking World
works and so I'm in meetings where
there's a group of 50 people 60 people
arguing about whether a submit button on
a form should be green or blue and
they're arguing about it for four
straight hours and I'm just sitting
there like I'm the designer and I'm like
just tell me tell me what color it's
gonna be and I'll make it I can make it
green or blue and blink of an eye and
we'll be done with this like let's just
get it done and so but you know but you
know you got 50 people in a corporate
meeting arguing about a button for 4
hours that button just cost the bank
$10,000 and so imagine what the whole
website costs imagine what the whole
banking app costs if the button was 10
grand and so I me for 10 grand I could
build a whole website for somebody a
good website for a business and you know
with some functionality and features um
so that's the kind of stuff that
Corporate America would drive me nuts
you work and you work and you work and
you're just you're making garbage at the
end of the day and it's something that's
only going to be out for six months and
then it's going to be tossed aside and
something new will be there um yeah
there's not a lot it's not like you it's
not like you have a life mission and a
life goal it's just like this this dumb
stupid stuff arguing about what color
the button is and I've had that at work
which a lot of dumb fights dumb
arguments just like just a bunch of
ridiculousness you got to deal with but
at the same time yeah you are you know
appreciative for that money and um stuff
like that but I definitely do understand
you just the monotony and the weirdness
and just it's just the lack of
perspective you know who cares about you
know just you know one of the good
things about being a software designer
is part of my job is making people's
lives easier and jobs easier if I'm
allowed to do the job so like I'm
filling out job applications right now
and so a good example is you go you go
and apply to one job and filling out the
application takes five minutes but then
you go apply to some other job online
and their form is cumbersome and there's
just tons of things you and and it takes
an hour and a half to fill the thing out
because it's badly designed and so I'm
the guy that comes in and that not just
decides what things look like and make
things look beautiful and aesthetically
pleasing and you know easy to read and
all that but also evaluating it from you
know can we reduce the amount of time it
takes somebody to apply for this job
from an hour down to five minutes and
still capture the same information that
we need to capture but you know look at
how cumbersome like like you're you're
the some of them will have a form that
says what's your availability and it
should have a drop down menu that just
says anytime if you want to tell them
anytime but then there was one I had to
fill out and I had to literally put a
check mark in 75 different spots going
across the whole weak grid um that I'm
available just to say I'm available
anytime and it took 10 minutes to do
that and so like these are the kinds of
things that a user experience designer
analyzes and it's not just graphic
design and so that part of the job is
fun when you can when you can say at the
end of the day that you made someone's
job easier you you know some somebody at
a somebody sitting at a desk that used
to have to take a week to do some
complicated task if I can reduce that to
where it takes them three or four hours
instead of a whole week then that's
something that you can go home and feel
accomplished about at the end of the day
because you're making people's lives
better and you're you know you they're
just going to have to you know juggle 20
clients instead of two that week but
even so you're making their lives easier
so there's there's that aspect of it but
at the same time you get the bigger the
the more bureaucracy and you know that's
why I would never work for the
government because the government is
like at a level Way Beyond the worst
Corporation in terms of bureaucracy and
politics and all that kind of stuff and
I just I wouldn't be able to do
it yeah no I feel you I mean with all
this stuff it's like turning around a
giant Battleship you know whereas
instead of having a maneuverable little
jet ski or something like that when you
got to turn that that Battleship around
that's what corporate America the
government bureaucracies like and it's
just it's so you're just like man I just
want to pull up this little dog move
around be maneuverable but no you're
driving a semi TR with five trailers on
the back and it's like put me on make me
maneuverable you know so I I've been
around Corporate America a bit and uh I
do find a lot a lot of frustrations with
that stuff um that being said I think
we're going on pretty long here um I'm
at about where I'd like to end um
do you have any uh closing statements
you'd want to make or uh you know any
shoutouts or anything like that you want
to do before no I mean you know I think
my username on YouTube is redeeming
light I'm almost to a thousand
subscribers that blew my mind um when I
started doing this I thought maybe 10 20
people would be watching my videos like
friends and people I know and it just
kind of blew up like within three videos
they're getting like 2,000 views and and
it just keeps going from there um
so yeah you could check that out uh I
guess once I cross that thousand
subscriber threshold then you can unlock
more monetization features and all that
kind of stuff and you know and you know
you might have to watch an ad or hit the
skip button but you if you're uh if
you're surfing around YouTube all
afternoon that's what you're GNA do so
um but other than that I don't really
have anything to say I think we covered
a lot and like you said we've been
talking for a while so yep I'm gonna say
a quick prayer right quick if you're
cool with that I'm going to say just God
God be with Adam help him in his
situation um you know help him uh you
know get out of the get out of
homelessness make his channel succeed
and um you know help him be a voice for
truth and for freedom and uh God be with
us all um help us through our situations
I know a lot of us are struggling with
stuff so just you know help us with all
the things we're going through and uh
you know Lord God be with us we're not
perfect uh you know you only you are so
um you know just uh yeah be with us God
and uh yeah you know much love to
everybody all
right all right well thanks yep yep you
too Adam you too I will all right peace
out everybody and uh you know we'll talk
again yep all right see you later see
you