I got to stop showing up unannounced
man see my thought process is is like if
I text somebody or call hey can I come
there's an option in there that says no
doesn't let me true so if I don't ask
and I just show up I get what I want and
I can talk to my mom it's one way of
looking at it that actually sounds kind
of bad um but hey there Jay's Dr palar
here
um earlier
today my
dad totally just destroyed the whole
entire jugy store uh so merchandise is I
don't want to say it's halted the
production has stopped but um it seemed
like it's going to be harder to get out
shirts if you guys can still Place those
orders and uh hopefully we can still get
it out I I wanted to see my mom I wanted
to sincerely like truly apologize more
because I feel responsible cuz I mean
man we went in there dude we went in and
talked to my dad and I told him yeah I
told him like that and that just came
out of nowhere I just thought hey you do
something nice no yeah I thought that
was a good idea and he
did all right well I just want to talk
to my mom but but yeah this is this is
that the night of I I don't know when
I'm going to upload this I'm just kind
of like Fraz I feel I feel really weird
today but I feel weird a lot of
times soon as I get back from [ __ ]
Juliet's house this is the [ __ ]
St
hey Uncle George hey yes what's up keep
rigid nice I get behind that that's
awesome yeah well you know I know you
picked that up if you got it wear it I
say yeah what are you
doing why I came to see my mom cuz uh
some [ __ ] [ __ ] went down at at the store
actually um my dad showed up completely
just obliterated the whole shop like he
just came and he threw all the shirt
presses on the ground and destroyed them
and like what
for that's a good question I don't know
I don't know he just got into one of
those moods and he was upset I he came
to give my mom some flowers but it was a
whole it's like a relationship thing I
don't know but see I just want to I
wanted to talk to her about she she
upstairs she is I hate to hear that you
know I wish things were better but uh
well hey you got a hoodie at Le yeah
things are getting better for me but you
know Terry they wanta here or nah she
went out with my sister they went out
some place shopping and I think Emily
might even be with them oh really yeah
they're out girl girl things man sh or
whatever do you know what that is keep
it rigid what that means keep it riggy
that's you
man just keep it rigid just keep it
rigid man ma
all right well we're going to go see see
you
guys yeah coming up I I should have
texted you
but I know Aunt Melissa wasn't going to
be here but works out got to deal with
her [ __ ] yeah that's what he was saying
what what's going on I was just looking
um online for presses and a new hat
press Amazon has one but I I told you I
told you I'd buy that you know it's very
much it's very much my business too with
the shirt sales and things and I thought
you
know I feel responsible for for what
happened no no I am Mom you don't know
that I talk to Dad I I said this before
but I don't think it really clicked I I
told him I told him to come visit you at
work but it was more of like a
suggestive it was like a suggestive
thing like if you want to do something
nice for her do it go see her at work
it's like I don't know where she is
which was a lie
but yeah but you had good
intentions to tell him that and I know
but it feels like I keep [ __ ] up I
keep going over and over in my mind and
I cannot for the life of me remember
exactly what happened like why like why
like did what did what did I say I mean
that I like it was it was my
fault you know that's how I felt I don't
think it had anything to do with you did
you did you list those those shirts I
like the diagonal one I thought that was
was good no but the Etsy stores going
crazy what do you mean with orders
people are ordering [ __ ]
yeah I don't know why I mean it's
it's it's not you usually on the weekend
we get a lot lot of orders but not on a
Monday night right what did you do did
you do
something I
mean I mean I put up I put up the video
of dad doing all that stuff to the shop
you know I do that Ma you know I do that
[ __ ] you know I upload whatever's going
cor was filming at the time cuz we were
doing a vlog but you did it already I
mean yeah I mean everything's at the
everything at the shop is in shambles I
don't I know I wasn't I wasn't expect I
I didn't put that up thinking like oh
you know people are going to order I
didn't know that was going to happen I
figured if anything it would let people
know like this [ __ ] went down don't
order anything if people are ordering I
mean that's fine you
know we got that one press right that
one press seemed to work kind of yeah we
got one
press well I just hope these people
aren't expecting it before Christmas
because I we I just can't do it yeah all
it's going to be too hard
yeah I uploaded it so
just I just came here I I wanted to did
you see
him
briefly we we took a quick pit stop home
and then we we came here cuz I wanted to
like formally apologize cuz I do feel
responsible for that did he say anything
to you no he's not he's not the one
that's like making me feel responsible
this is just me feeling how I do because
I told him that and I if I didn't tell
him to go C and do do something nice
that would have never happened and I
mean that's just the truth of the
situation yeah but you're not
responsible I mean Jesse logically think
about it you you told him to do make a
nice gesture
right right I I know but I mean I just
I'm going go downstairs and see what
she's got in the refrigerator oh like
wine and stuff something
trying to be trying to be honest with
her and put myself out
there look I know this shit's hard but I
mean you don't got to be
drinking Jess after after the night I
had I I am okay to have a
drink can you believe it I mean looks
like it use
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condom I'll be lucky if I can get a
glass out of
that I'm actually kind of glad it's like
that I mean M I mean don't don't you
think that's a little like sad what to
squeeze the last remnants of that bag
like really cuz I want to be able to
sleep just a little bit she she might
have
more
she might have
more I mean we both know she has
more where she going H did she go
downstairs she had it
downstairs what did you just help
yourself to the bar I mean did she say
that was okay care as long as I leave
leave her
something well she's out she's probably
having some right
now yeah this is
ridiculous me it's not it's not going to
fix anything you know that right no I
know that Jess but if I want you're
going to I thought you're going to
look
I do what you're going to
do
okay and I guess that's maybe one of the
reasons why I came here are you
listening to me or you just looking for
something to drink I'm trying I want to
say to tell you something
what I'm done
I'm I'm done trying to push you
guys I'm done trying to push you you and
Dad together when it and when it clearly
just doesn't [ __ ] work you know I'm
going to stop trying to say Dad do
something nice and I'm going to stop
trying to get on your case about maybe
giving him a chance cuz
like nothing's really come out of it and
the one time that I thought you know he
was doing good and then he just went
right back to that so
I'm freaking done I will no longer try
and fight for you guys to get back
together you're going to do what you're
going to do and I just have to respect
that and support that and I've been
trying to and it's just been a really
it's been a really hard struggle for me
so I just wanted to relay it to you that
I'm I'm done well I I appreciate that
and I I really do clearly I don't want
you to be hurt I really don't but this
is probably the most important time in
my life to be alone and for him to leave
me alone so I can figure out you know
I'm I'm a little bit lost here you know
yeah I got to find myself again after
how many years and and and just while
I'm saying all this
I you can stay
here at Aunt Melissa's she's not she's
not that bad of a person and I and maybe
that is what you need cuz I know what
you don't need and that's just the way
Dad handled things today and you don't
really need me or the camera in your
face I know but you don't need the me
that's trying to force you to do
something you don't really want to do
that's
something I've been having to come to
terms with so thank you thank you so
much and you know what aunt meliss is
not a bad
person and I and I've tried to tell you
before she she just wants what's good
for me right I right that's yeah I
just yeah no yeah yeah
yeah it's just it's probably you know
what's what's
for for the best here well I appreciate
I appreciate that it's just you know
it's taken me a while to to understand
that and just seeing what happened today
it's
like doesn't seem like things are going
to change and you know even Uncle Larry
you know had that pipe and you know it
was drama and when you're at his house
it was like the same you know Dad came
and you know you've been safe here
and that's that's what matters I think I
deserve to be happy you deserve to be
happy yeah so this is this is the best
thing for me to do right
now I mean I don't think I don't think
the drinking is really going to be a
thing but it's like you know Jesse if
you want to be
supportive this isn't hurting okay okay
I'm I'm very
responsible I go to work every single
day I deal with a lot of
stuff a glass of wine here and there
isn't going to hurt
me it helps relax
me you can understand that right yeah
yeah I just it takes me to get over
things
longer maybe that's what I need maybe I
maybe I need a drink but I'm not going
to CU I
what do would you like some water yeah
please actually there's something in
there well no this water is good she's
got cups I have a refined water taste of
a water
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pallet I'm sorry Jess oh too it's just a
sorry I've been kind of just like an
annoying ass munch you're not not an ass
munch it's not F no it's true I mean
I've been
like I don't
know it's all right we got to figure
things
out don't it taste all
right I wasn't planning on staying long
I just wanted to share some things
really the yeah I plan on just doing a
few more things on Etsy store and
then I'm going to go to bed Honestly
though like don't worry about the pre
presses and stuff when I get back home I
can go online and order some stuff for
overnight
and well it's holiday season so I don't
know what shipping is going to be like
but you know we have to make our best
effort cuz if orders are coming in I got
to try
and I mean there's priority but right
well we'll
see she killed that whole
box
probably so what do you guys want to do
I don't know didn't really want to go
back
home cor you want to go see Star Wars
again would you be down I'm always down
tow watch mov M that was good yeah Star
Wars is really good maybe we'll see
hopefully I'll get to see that it's been
a long time since I saw the first one
did you want to come with us or not
tonight I'm
beat yeah oh yeah we might go we're
going to go and get out of here I just
you know once again I'm going to text
you from now on I'm going to let you
know I'm coming I said that before but
you even told me probably not tonight
but I feel I felt bad I don't feel bad
dad come
here
go George how to keep a rigid hoodie on
yeah promoting promoting yeah promoting
you're promoting all right George we're
going to head out explaining to you just
the ray didn't know what it was no
couldn't get it man that's shame he's
not keeping it rigid he's not he's just
not he's working on it though he's
keeping it frigid he's keeping it frigid
that's my man red all right have a good
night let's see guys drive
safe see you
Mom if you need me just give me a call
or something
okay well actually don't cuz I'll have
my phone turned off cuz we'll be in the
movie The I just me in the future days
all
right
see is a cool window it
is let me check show times got to be
something man it's got to be it's all
over the
place pretty oh my go people blowing up
my phone on Instagram for the uh
giveaway guys we just got a couple more
days left for that
stream
I can't help shake the feeling of
guilt I feel like I did it I feel like
I'm the one that [ __ ] destroyed the
whole
store I think that's just me I I don't I
think that's just me I don't think
anybody else really blames you
so I mean I can see why yeah I think
once I purchased depressed as we get
back on track with the shop and things
will be
better that's good you know what aunt
Melissa honestly I just felt so bad I
started just saying things to my mom I
still think ant Melissa is a [ __ ] but I
mean what are you going to
do yeah but no
I it's hard for me to say but I
don't
I don't
think my mom and my dad
are are really meant for each
other and
that that is a really kind of
uh a troubling thought to all over in
your head is just think that your
parents aren't right for each other and
it's
like I don't know okay I'm going to end
the Vlog now all right right J don't
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been with me uh all today and uh I
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the corner uh let's go watch Star Wars
again man I think I'll be able to enjoy
it more and I have a general idea of you
know what what happens in it all right
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